A remarkable and poignant thing is his utter blindness to the beauty
spread round him in the fields of Sussex and Kent. He seems to have
tramped the Kentish lanes, gone to and fro among the red villages of the
Sussex weald, crossed the still, sweet valleys of the Rother and the
Glotten Brook, without a thought for their loveliness. This exile in
darkest Geneva was blind to all beauty save that which reached him in
occasional, tortured flashes from the Thick Darkness where God was. The
coloured, wooded country round Sissinghurst, the brooding, merging
greens of the Rother Marshes, the farm-patched mound of the Isle of
Oxney, the flushed hillock of ancient Rye had no voice for the messenger
of Grace. Even the coming of Spring, to be to the earth what conversion
is to the man, to do yearly for the Benenden meadows what Free Grace had
done once for James Weller, brought no sympathetic thrill to the heart
which saw only its own Particular mercies. As he groped and stumbled on
his way, nature walked beside him through her mysteries, from the Spring
Annunciation to the Falling Asleep of December. He might have had the
comfort of her beauty, the fellowship of her experience, but he went
aloof—the Protestant, the individualist, his eyes cast down up the
narrow lane of his salvation where his footsteps were marked in blood.
* * * * *
To the Catholic Christian there is a special glamour about such stories
as this of James Weller, of conversion and salvation outside the normal
sphere of the Covenanted Mercies. They are like stories of men who win
their way across uncharted seas in unseaworthy craft—of men who miss
their way up a mountain, yet, somehow, arrive at the summit, bleeding
and exhausted, by another path. So powerful is the Precious Blood that
it can work its changes on mankind apart from the means appointed for
its operation. Unlike the old life, the New Life is not bound by its own
laws, and again and again it amazes us with miracles. “Behold, ye
despisers, and wonder and perish....”
The normal channel of the Precious Blood as it flows from the Sacred
Heart of Christ, making us all partakers of his divine humanity, is the
sacramental system of his Church, which is his Body. But just as there
can be contacts between mind and mind without the agency of the
body—though such contacts must always be abnormal, uncertain and
unsatisfactory—so there is contact between the New Life and human lives
which as yet stand outside the body of its functioning. And as these
telepathic unions between mind and mind have a special glamour about
them which perhaps we do not find in ordinary human intercourse, so
these uncovenanted graces of the New Life give us a new thrill as of
power unguessed and unrealised.
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