The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
General
The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)
Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
Fiction
She ought, she knew, to have kept to her own side of the bridge, to
have ridden on the high Downs inviting to a rider, but she loved the
farther country where the air was blue and soft, where little orchards
broke oddly into great fields, where brooks ran across the lanes and
pink-washed cottages were fronted by little gardens full of homely
flowers and clothes drying on the bushes. There was a smell of fruit
and wood fires and damp earth; there was a veil of magic over the whole
landscape and, far off, the shining line of the channel seemed to be
washing the feet of the blue hills. The country had the charm of home
with the allurement of the unknown and, within sound of the steamers
hooting in the river, almost within sight of the city lying, red-roofed
and smoky with factories, round the docks and mounting in terraces to
the heights of Upper Radstowe, there was an expectation of mystery, of
secrets kept for countless centuries by the earth which was rich and
fecund and alive. She could not deny herself the sight of this country.
It had become dearer to her since her awakened feelings had brought
with them the complexities of new thoughts. It soothed her though it
solved nothing. It did not wish to solve anything. It lay before her
with its fields, its woods, its patches of heathy land, its bones of
grey limestone showing where the flesh of the red earth had fallen
away, its dips and hollows, its steep lanes, like the wide eye of a
being too full of understanding to attempt elucidations; it would not
explain; it knew but it would not impart the knowledge which must be
gained through the experience of years, of storms, of sunshine, of
calamity and joy.
And sometimes the presence of Francis with his personal claims and his
complaints was an intrusion, almost an anachronism. He was of his own
time, and the end of that was almost within sight, while the earth,
immensely old, had a youth of its own, something which Francis would
never have again. But perhaps, because he was essentially simple, he
would have fitted in well enough if he had been less ready to voice his
grievances and ruffle the calm which she so carefully preserved, which
he called coldness and for which he reproached her often.
“I have no peace,” he grumbled.
“You would get it if you would accept things as they are. You have to,
in the end, so why not now?”
She longed to give peace to him, but her tenderness was sane and she
found a strange pleasure in the pain of knowing him to be irritable and
childish. It made of her love a better thing, without the hope of any
reward but the continuance of service.
“It’s easier for you,” he said, and she answered, “Is it?” in the way
that angered him and yet held him, and she thought, without bitterness,
that he had never suffered anything without physical or mental tears.
“Yes, you have peace at home, but I go back to misery.”
“It’s her misery.”
“That doesn’t make it any better,” he retorted justly.
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