The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
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The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)
Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
Fiction
Of these she never spoke to Francis, but she had a malicious affection
for them; they had, as it were, done her a good turn, and though they
hid like secret enemies in the corners, she recognized them as allies.
And they looked so much worse than they were. She imagined them showing
very ugly faces to Christabel, who could only judge them by their
looks, and though it was cruel that she should be frightened by them,
it was impossible to drive them away. Rose could only sit calmly in
their presence and try to create an atmosphere of safety. She knew she
ought to feel hypocritical in this attendance on her lover’s wife, but
it was not of her choosing. She did not like Christabel, she would have
been glad never to see her again and, terrible as her situation was, it
appealed to Rose less then it would have done if she had not herself
come of people whose tradition was one of stoicism in trouble, of pride
which refused to reveal its distress. Physically, Christabel had those
qualities, but mentally she lacked them; it was chiefly to Rose that
she betrayed herself, and at each farewell she exacted the promise of
another visit soon. Was she fascinated by the sight of the woman
Francis loved? And when had that love been discovered? And was she sure
of it even now? She certainly had her sole excitement in her search for
evidence.
In that bedroom, gaily decorated for a bride, she lay heroically
bearing pain, lacking the devotion she should have had, finding her
reward in the memory of her husband’s appreciation of her courage, and
her occupation, perhaps her pleasure, in a refinement of self-torture.
As soon as Rose entered the room she was aware of the scrutiny of those
wary eyes, very wide open, as blue as flowers, and she knew that her
own face was like a mask. The little dog wagged his tail, the cat made
no sign, the nurse, after a cheerful greeting, went out of the room and
Rose took her accustomed place beside the window. It had a view of the
garden, the avenue of elms in which the rooks cawed continuously, the
hedge separating the fields from the high-road where two-wheeled carts,
laden with farm produce, jogged into Radstowe, driven by an old man or
a stout woman, and returned some hours later with the day’s
shopping—kitchen utensils inadequately wrapped up and glistening in the
sunshine, a flimsy parcel of drapery, a box of groceries. The old man
smoked his pipe, the stout woman shook the reins on the pony’s back;
the pony, regardless, went at his own pace. Heavy farm carts creaked
past, motor-cars whizzed by, the Sales Hall dairy cows were driven in
for milking, and then for a whole half hour there might be nothing on
the road. The country slept in the sunshine or patiently endured the
rain.
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