East India Company -- Fiction; Historical fiction; India -- History -- 1526-1765 -- Fiction
"Well, for Hindus there's a second aim in life besides our honoring our
dharma. We call it _artha_. That aim is to have things. Knowledge,
wealth, friends. Is that part of why you're here?" Kamala smiled
scornfully. "Some merchants seem to believe _artha _is their primary
aim."
"It can't be for me. I somehow always manage to lose whatever I have."
"Hindus also believe there's a third aim in life, my handsome
_feringhi_. And that's _kama_. It's to take pleasure in the senses."
"I think I like the sound of that better than the other two."
"Do not speak of it lightly. For Hindus it is just as essential as the
other two aims. _Kama _is taught by Lord Shiva and his consort Parvati.
It means love, pleasure, the primal force of desire." She stared at
Hawksworth for a long moment, and then at the lute standing in the
corner. "Music is part of _kama_. It's one way we experience beauty and
pleasure. That's the _kama _of the heart. But there's also _kama _of
the body, and I do not think you yet know it. Your music betrays you.
You are a man of sensuality." Kamala looked at him regretfully. "But
not of the sensuous. Do you even understand the difference?"
"How do you know what I am?"
"Remember I was once a _devadasi_. It's my _dharma _to know the hearts
of men. Who they are and what gives them pleasure." She fell silent for
a moment, then continued. "The sensualist is one who only knows his own
feelings; the one who is sensuous knows also how to give."
Hawksworth shifted uncomfortably, uncertain how to reply.
"Do you, Ambassador _Feringhi_, touch a woman with the same feeling you
touch the strings of your English sitar?"
"I don't see any connection."
"The arts of _kama _are not unlike the mastery of your sitar. You can
spend a lifetime learning to sound its notes, but you do not create
music unless your hand is in touch with your heart, with _prahna_, the
breath of life. It's the same with _kama_." She paused discreetly.
"Have you ever known it with a woman in India?"
"Well . . . I knew a courtesan in Surat who . . ."
Kamala's eyes hardened, but her voice remained dulcet. "Is this the
woman you spoke of?"
"No, this was a different woman. Her name was Kali and she was thrown
out of Arangbar's _zenana_."
"Ah, she was probably badly trained. But still. Did you feel the force
of _kama_ with this Surat courtesan?"
Hawksworth shifted again, uneasily. "That's not the type of thing we
normally talk about in England."
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