East India Company -- Fiction; Historical fiction; India -- History -- 1526-1765 -- Fiction
"Don't be foolish. You judge the skill of a musician. Why not of a
courtesan?" She turned and said something Hawksworth did not
understand. Both musicians immediately rose and moved a screen across
the corner of the room where they were sitting. Then, from behind the
screen came the first notes of a simple, poignant melody, the soft
tones of the bamboo swelling slowly to envelop the room in their
gentleness. "I have asked him to play the _alap_, the opening section,
of a south Indian raga for you. To help you understand. His music has
the life breath of _prahna_. He speaks to Lord Shiva with his music.
_Kama_ too must come from the heart. If we are worthy, we evoke the
life-giving power within us." Her eyes snapped back to Hawksworth. "But
tell me more about this Surat courtesan."
"Perhaps I'm not entirely qualified to judge. She certainly knew more
tricks than most women in England."
"That's not surprising. It's well known _feringhi _women know nothing
of pleasure." Kamala paused and studied Hawksworth carefully with her
dark eyes. "But I've never known a _feringhi _who could move my senses
with music. You did that just now, even though I don't understand how.
I cannot dance for you; that is for Shiva. But I want to touch you."
She shifted on the carpet until she was at Hawksworth's feet. With a
gentle motion she removed a boot and quickly ran a finger across one
toe. Nerves throughout his body tingled unexpectedly.
"What did you do just then?"
"The secret of _kama _is touch. To touch and be touched by one we
desire always gives pleasure. Do you understand what I mean?"
"Is that _kama_?"
"A very small part."
"You know, the courtesan in Surat actually told me about you. She said
you had a book . . . an ancient text."
Kamala laughed and began to remove the other boot. "And I've always
heard that _feringhi _think everything can be put in books. You
probably mean the _Kama Sutra_. Whoever told you about it has probably
never seen it. Of course I have it, and I can tell you it is one of the
great frauds of India. It was compiled by a musty scholar named
Vatsyayana, who obviously knew nothing about giving pleasure, and
simply copied things here and there from much older books. It's
amusing, perhaps, but it's also pedantic and ignorant. It's certainly
not sensuous, and the reason is he knew nothing about desire. He
probably had none. He only knew how to make lists of things, like ways
of biting and scratching during love play, but he had no idea why these
are exciting."
She stroked the other foot very lightly along the arch with her long
red fingernail, and again a bolt of sensation shot through him.
"I'm beginning to see your point."
"I don't think you understand anything yet. Did you know the pleasure,
the power, the beauty possible in your music on the very first day you
touched a string of this instrument?"
"I knew there was something in music that moved me, but I wasn't sure
what it was."
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