The Monctons: A Novel. Volume 1 (of 2)Moodie, Susanna
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The Monctons: A Novel. Volume 1 (of 2)
Moodie, Susanna
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The generous assurance he gave me of a warm and affectionate sympathy
in my destiny, nearly atoned for twenty years of sorrow and
degradation. The intense desire I felt to deserve his esteem, made me
anxious to cultivate my mind, which I had suffered to lie waste.
Harrison kindly offered his aid, and supplied me with books. I now
devoted myself with zeal to the task. For the first time I had a motive
for exertion; I no longer vegetated; I had a friend, and my real life
commenced from that day. I set apart two hours each night for reading
and study, and soon felt a keen relish for the employment.
"In these lie your best hope of independence, Geoffrey," said my kind
friend, laying his hand upon a pile of books, which, for lack of a
table, he placed upon the truck-bed in my mean garret. Then seating
himself beside me on the shabby couch, he proceeded to examine, by the
light of a miserable tallow-candle, a translation I had been making
from the Orations of Cicero.
"With your talents, Geoffrey, you need not fear the tyranny of any man.
It will be your own fault if you do not rise in the profession you have
chosen."
"The choice was none of mine."
"Then be grateful to your uncle for once, in having chosen it for you."
"Do not expect impossibilities!" and I smiled bitterly.
"Not exactly. Yet, Geoffrey, many things which appear at first sight
impossible, only require a series of persevering efforts to become both
easy and practicable. You might render your unpleasant position with
your uncle more tolerable, by yielding to his authority with a better
grace. The constant opposition you make to his wishes, is both useless
and dangerous. Though you neither love nor respect him, and I should be
sorry if you could do either, yet he is entitled to obedience and a
certain degree of deference as your guardian and master."
"I never can willingly obey him," I cried, angrily, "or bring my mind
to submit to his authority."
"In which, I assure you as a friend, you are wrong. As long as his
commands do not interfere with any moral obligation, you are bound to
listen to them with respect."
"The man has always been my enemy, and would you have me become a
passive instrument in his hands?"
"Certainly, as long as you remain his clerk, and he does not require
your aid in any villainous transaction. If his intentions towards you
are evil, you cannot frustrate them better than by doing your duty.
Believe me, Geoffrey, you have a more dangerous enemy to contend with,
one bound to you by nearer ties, who exercises a more pernicious
influence over your mind."
"His sordid, selfish, counterpart--his _worthy_ son?"
George shook his head.
I looked inquiringly.
"A certain impetuous, wilful, wrong-headed boy, yclept Geoffrey
Moncton."
"Pish!" I exclaimed, shrugging my shoulders: "is this your friendship?"
"The best proof I can give you of it."
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