Nevertheless, he had not had the courage to burn the notes; and then,
one night, to go and cast watch and purse in the sea. If simple
prudence urged him to act thus, inexorable instinct protested against
the destruction. Unconsciously, he felt respect for such a large sum
of money, and he could never have made up his mind to annihilate
it. At the commencement, on the first night, he had thrust it under
his pillow, considering no other place sufficiently secure. On the
following days, he had exerted his ingenuity to discover hiding-places,
changing them each morning, agitated at the least sound, in fear of the
police arriving with a search-warrant. Never had he displayed so much
imagination.
At last, at the end of artifices, weary of trembling, he one day had
the coolness to take the money and watch, hidden the previous evening
under the parquetry; and, now, for nothing in the world would he put
his hand there. It was like a charnel house, a hole pregnant with
terror and death, where spectres awaited him. He even avoided, when
moving about the room, to place his feet on that part of the floor. The
idea of doing so, caused him an unpleasant sensation, made him fancy he
would receive a slight shock in the legs.
When Séverine sat down before the window in the afternoon, she would
draw back her chair so as not to be exactly over this skeleton which
they kept under their floor. They never spoke of the matter to one
another, endeavouring to think they would get accustomed to it; and,
at length, they became irritable at remembering the thing again, at
feeling it there at every hour, more and more importunate, beneath the
soles of their boots. And this uncomfortable sensation was all the more
singular, as they in no way suffered from the knife, the beautiful
new knife purchased by the wife, and which the husband had stuck into
the throat of the sweetheart. It had been simply washed, and lay in a
drawer. Sometimes Mother Simon used it to cut the bread.
Amidst the peacefulness in which they were living, Roubaud had just
introduced another cause of trouble, which was slowly gaining ground,
by forcing Jacques to visit them. The duties of the engine-driver
brought him three times a week to Havre. On Monday, from 10.35 in
the morning, to 6.20 at night. On Thursday and Saturday, from 11.05
at night, to 6.40 in the morning. And on the first Monday after the
journey Séverine had made to Paris, the assistant station-master
displayed effusive affability towards him.
"Come, comrade," said he, "you cannot refuse to have a snack with
us. The deuce! you were very obliging to my wife, and I owe you some
thanks!"
Twice in a month, Jacques had thus accepted an invitation to lunch.
It seemed that Roubaud, inconvenienced at the long silence that now
prevailed when he met his wife at table, felt a relief as soon as
he could place a guest between them. He at once recalled amusing
anecdotes, chatted and joked.
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