"Come as often as possible," said he; "you can see you are not in the
way."
One Thursday night, as Jacques, who had washed himself, was thinking of
going off to bed, he met the assistant station-master strolling round
the depôt; and, notwithstanding the late hour, the latter, disinclined
to walk back alone, persuaded the young man to accompany him to the
station. Once there he insisted on taking him to his rooms. Séverine
was still up, and reading. They drank a glass or two together, and
played cards until after midnight.
Henceforth the luncheons on Monday, and the little evening parties
on Thursday and Saturday, became a habit. It was Roubaud, himself,
when the comrade once missed a day, who kept a look-out for him, and
brought him home, reproaching him with his neglect. But he became more
and more gloomy, and it was only in the company of his new friend
that he was really in good spirits. This man, who had first of all so
cruelly alarmed him, whom he should now have held in execration as
the witness--the living vision of things he wished to forget--had, on
the contrary, become necessary to him, perhaps for the simple reason
that he knew what had occurred, and had not spoken. This position took
the form of a powerful bond, a sort of complicity between them. The
assistant station-master had often looked at the other in a knowing
way, pressing his hand with a sudden burst of feeling, and with a
violence that surpassed the simple expression of good fellowship.
But it was particularly at home that Jacques became a source of
diversion. There, Séverine also welcomed him with gaiety, uttering an
exclamation as soon as he entered, like a woman bestirred by a thrill
of pleasure. She put aside everything--her embroidery, her book,
escaping from the gloomy somnolence, in which she passed her time, in a
torrent of words and laughter.
"Ah! how nice of you to have come! I heard the express, and thought of
you," she would say.
When he lunched there, it was a fête. She had already learnt his
tastes, and went out herself for fresh eggs. And she did this in a very
nice way, like a good housewife who welcomes the friend of the family,
without giving him any cause to attribute her actions to aught else
than a desire to be agreeable, and divert herself.
"Come again on Monday, you know," said she. "We shall have cream."
Only, when at the end of the month, he had made himself at home there,
the separation between the Roubauds became more pronounced. Jacques
certainly assisted to bring about this informal divorce by his
presence, which drew them from the gloom into which they had fallen. He
delivered both of them.
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