She gave a little shudder; both became silent, and they walked on more
slowly. Then she had a doubt: was it really the knife that formed the
lump in his pocket? Twice she stooped down knocking against it to get
a better idea. Then, being still uncertain, she let her hand drop, and
felt. It was the knife sure enough. And Jacques, understanding her
thoughts, suddenly strained her to him stammering into her ear:
"He will come, and you shall be free."
The murder was decided. They no longer seemed to be walking. It
appeared to them that some strange force sent them along just above
the ground. Their senses had, all at once, become extremely acute,
particularly the touch, for their hands, resting one in the other, were
in pain, and the slightest brush of the lips was like a scratch. They
also heard sounds which were lost a moment before--the rumble, the
distant puffs of the engines, the muffled shocks, footsteps wandering
in the depth of the obscurity. And they could see into the night; they
distinguished the black spots of objects as if a mist had been removed
from their eyes, they were able to follow the sharp curves described in
the air by a passing bat. They stopped, motionless, at the corner of a
heap of coal, ears and eyes on the alert, and with all their beings in
a state of tension; they now spoke in whispers.
"Did you hear that?" she inquired. "Over there, somebody calling."
"No," he replied, "they're putting a carriage into the coach-house."
"But there, someone is walking on our left," said she. "I heard the
sound on the gravel."
"No, no," he answered, "rats are running over the coal heaps, and some
of the pieces rolled down."
Several minutes passed. Suddenly it was she who strained him to her
more closely.
"There he is!" she exclaimed.
"Where? I can't see him," said he.
"He has turned round the shed of the slow-train goods department,"
she continued. "He is coming straight towards us. Look at his shadow,
passing along the white wall!"
"Do you think it is? That dark spot? Then he must be alone," he said.
"Yes, alone. He is alone," she repeated.
And at this decisive moment she passionately threw herself on his neck,
she pressed her burning lips to his. It was a prolonged embrace, in
which she would have wished to have conveyed her own blood to him. How
she loved him! and how she execrated the other! Ah! had she but dared,
twenty times over she would have done the business herself, to spare
him the horror; but her hands were unequal to the effort, she felt
herself too feeble, it required the fist of a man. And this kiss, which
was without end, was all she could breathe to him of her own courage.
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