It was not until daylight that Flore resumed duty, and she only quitted
the room for the slow train from Paris at 6.12. Misard, at six o'clock,
had also relieved his colleague, the night signalman. It was at the
sound of his horn that she had come and placed herself before the gate,
the flag in her hand. She followed the train an instant with her eyes.
"Another two hours," thought she aloud.
Her mother had no further need of anybody, and henceforth she
experienced invincible repugnance to return to the room. It was
all over, she had kissed her, and now she could dispose of her own
existence and the lives of others. Usually, between the trains, she
escaped and disappeared; but on this particular morning a feeling of
interest seemed to keep her at her post near the gate on a bench--a
simple plank that happened to be beside the line. The sun was ascending
on the horizon, a warm shower of gold fell into the pure air; and she
did not move, but sat there wrapped in this sweetness, in the midst of
the vast country all thrilling with the sap of April.
For a moment she watched Misard in his wooden hut, on the other side of
the line. He was visibly agitated, not having had his customary sleep.
He went out, went in, worked his apparatus with a nervous hand, casting
constant glances towards the house, as if his spirit had remained there
and was still searching. Then she forgot him, was unaware even of him
being there. She was all expectant, absorbed, her lips speechless, her
face rigid, her eyes fixed on the end of the line in the direction of
Barentin. And over there, in the gaiety of the sun, a vision must
have risen up for her, on which the stubborn savageness of her look
obstinately dwelt.
Minutes slipped away, but Flore did not move. At last, at 7.55, when
Misard with a couple of blasts from his horn signalled the slow train
from Havre on the up-line, she rose, closed the gate, and planted
herself before it, her flag in her fist. The train was already fading
away in the distance, after sending a tremor through the ground; and it
could be heard plunging into the tunnel, where the sound ceased. She
had not gone back to the bench, but remained on her feet again counting
each minute. If no goods train was signalled within ten minutes, she
would run over there beyond the cutting, and remove a rail.
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