She was very calm, only her chest felt a little tight under the
enormous weight of the deed. But, at this moment, the thought that
Jacques and Séverine were approaching, that they would pass by again
if she did not stop them, sufficed to make her inexorably blind and
deaf in her resolution, without even giving the matter any further
consideration; it was the irrevocable, the blow from the paw of the
she-wolf that breaks the back of the prey on the way. In the egotism of
her vengeance, she saw only the two mutilated bodies, without troubling
about the crowd, that stream of unknown people who had been filing past
before her for years. There would be dead bodies, blood, the sun would
perhaps be obscured by them, that sun whose tender gaiety irritated her.
Two minutes more, one minute more, and she would be starting. Indeed,
she was starting, when some heavy jolting on the Bécourt road stopped
her. A cart, no doubt a stone dray; the carter would ask her to let
him through. She would have to open the gate, engage in conversation,
and remain there: it would be impossible for her to act, and she would
miss her chance. With an enraged gesture of indifference, she ran off,
leaving her post, abandoning the carter with his dray to do the best he
could. But the lash of a whip cracked in the matutinal air, and a voice
cried out gaily:
"Hey! Flore!"
It was Cabuche. She stopped short, in her first spring, before the gate
itself.
"What's up?" he continued. "Are you still asleep with this beautiful
sun shining? Quick! let me get through before the express!"
She was completely undone. It was all over. The other two would proceed
to their happiness without her being able to find any means to crush
them here. And as she slowly opened the old, half-rotten gate, whose
ironwork grated in its rust, she looked about her furiously for an
object, something she could cast across the line; and she was in such
despair, that she would have stretched her own self there, had she
thought her bones hard enough to send the engine off the metals.
But her glance had just fallen on the dray, a heavy, low conveyance,
loaded with two blocks of stone, which five strong horses found
difficulty in drawing. These two enormous masses, high and broad, a
colossal lump fit to bar the line, stood there before her; and abruptly
a look of covetousness came into her eyes, accompanied by a mad desire
to take and place them on the rails. The gate was wide open, the five
steaming, panting cattle were there waiting.
"What is the matter with you this morning?" resumed Cabuche. "You look
quite funny."
Then Flore spoke.
"My mother died last night," said she.
He uttered a friendly exclamation of grief, and putting down his whip,
took both her hands and pressed them in his own.
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