"Of course," he resumed, "the thing is clear. She attempted to kill
us both in the general slaughter. She had been making me advances for
a long time, and she was jealous. Coupled with this, she was half off
her head, and had all manner of rum ideas. Only think such a number
of murders at one stroke--quite a multitude plunged in gore! Ah! the
wretch!"
His eyes grew wide open, a nervous twitch drew down his lip, and he
held his tongue. They remained looking at one another for fully a
minute without speaking. Then, tearing himself from the abominable
vision that had risen up between them, he continued in a lower tone:
"Ah! she is dead! So that is why her ghost is here! Since I recovered
consciousness she seems to be always present. Again this morning, I
turned round thinking her at the head of my bed. Still she is dead, and
we are alive. Let us hope she will not avenge herself now!"
Séverine shuddered.
"Hold your tongue, hold your tongue!" said she. "You will drive me
crazy."
She left the room, and he heard her go downstairs to the other invalid.
Jacques, who had remained at the window, was again lost in the
contemplation of the line, of the small habitation of the gatekeeper,
with its great well, of the signal-box, that wooden hut where Misard
seemed to be dozing over his regular, monotonous work. Jacques became
absorbed by these things now for hours, as if poring over some problem
he could not solve, and the solution of which, nevertheless, concerned
his safety.
He never felt tired of watching Misard, that puny creature, gentle
and pallid, everlastingly disturbed by a nasty little cough, who had
poisoned his wife, who had got the better of that strapping woman, like
a rodent insect obstinately pursuing its passion. He could certainly
not have had any other idea in his head for years, day and night,
during the twelve interminable hours he remained on duty. At each
electric tinkle, announcing a train, he blew the horn; then, when the
train had passed and he had blocked the line, he pressed an electric
knob to warn the next signalman of its arrival, afterwards touching a
second knob to open the line at the preceding signal-box. These simple
mechanical movements had, in the end, entered into his vegetative life,
as bodily habits.
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