Untutored and obtuse he never read anything, but between the calls
of his apparatus remained with his arms hanging down beside him, and
his eyes gazing vaguely into space. Being almost always seated in
his box, he had no other diversion than that of dawdling as long
as possible over his lunch. When this was finished he fell into his
doltishness again with a skull quite empty, without a thought; and he
was particularly tormented with terrible drowsiness, sometimes sleeping
with his eyes open. At night-time, if he wished to avoid giving way to
this irresistible torpor, he had to get up and walk with unsteady legs
like a drunken man. And it was thus that the struggle with his wife,
that secret combat as to who should have the concealed 1,000 frcs.
after the death of the other, must for months and months have been the
sole reflection in the benumbed brain of this solitary being.
When he blew his horn; when he manœuvred his signals, watching in
automatic fashion over the safety of so many lives, he thought of the
poison; and when he waited with idle arms, his eyes moving from side to
side with sleep, he still thought of it. Of nothing did he think but
that: he would kill her, he would search, it was he who would have the
money.
At present, Jacques was astonished to find Misard had not changed. It
was possible then to kill without any trouble, and life continue as
before. After the feverishness, attending the first rummages for the
money-bag, he had just resumed his usual indifference, the cunning,
gentle manner of a feeble being who shunned a shock. As a matter of
fact, he might well have put an end to his wife, but she triumphed
notwithstanding; for he was beaten. He had turned the house upside down
without discovering anything, not a centime; and his looks alone, those
anxious ferreting looks, revealed on his sallow countenance how busy
was his mind.
Everlastingly he saw the wide open eyes of the dead woman, the hideous
smile on her lips which seemed to repeat: "Search! search!" He sought.
He could not give his brain one minute of rest now. It worked, worked
incessantly in quest of the spot where the treasure was buried,
thinking over the possible hiding-places, rejecting those where he
had already rummaged, bursting into feverish excitement as soon as
he imagined a new one; and then, burning with such haste, that he
abandoned everything to run off there to no purpose. This, in the end,
became an intolerable torment, an avenging torture, a sort of cerebral
insomnia which kept him awake, stupid and reflecting in spite of
himself, in the tic-tac of the pendulum of his fixed idea.
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