"Kiss me," she exclaimed, "kiss me with all the love you feel for me!
That will give us courage. Ah! yes, courage, we are in need of it! We
must love in a different way to others, stronger than others to do what
we are about to do. Kiss me with all your heart, with all your soul!"
He no longer breathed. He felt as if he was being strangled. The
clamour of a multitude in his brain prevented him from hearing; while
biting fire behind the ears burnt holes in his head, gained his arms,
his legs, drove him from his own body, in the frantic rush of that
other one--the invading brute. His hands were about to escape from his
control in the frenzy excited by this feminine semi-nudity. The bare
bosom pressing against his clothes, the neck so white, so delicate,
extended in irresistible temptation, at last plunged him into a state
of furious giddiness, over-powering, tearing away, annihilating his
will.
"Kiss me, my darling," she repeated, "while we have still a minute
left. He will be here, you know. He might knock from one moment to
another, now, if he has walked quick. As you will not go downstairs to
arrange matters beforehand, do not fail to bear this in mind: I shall
let him in. You will be behind the door; and do not wait, do it at
once! Oh! at once, to get it over! I love you so fondly, we shall be so
happy! He is nothing but a wicked man, who makes me suffer, and who is
the sole obstacle to our happiness. Kiss me, oh! so hard, so hard! Kiss
me as if you were going to devour me, so that nothing may remain of me
beyond yourself!"
Jacques, feeling behind him with his right hand, had secured the
knife without turning round. And for a moment he remained in the same
position tightening his grasp on the weapon. Could the feeling that had
come over him be a return of that thirst to avenge those very ancient
offences, the exact recollection of which escaped him, that rancour
amassed from male to male since the first deception in the depths of
the caverns? He fixed his wild eyes on Séverine. He now only required
to lay her dead on her back, like a prey torn from others. The gate of
terror opened on the dark sexual chasm. Love, even unto death. Destroy,
to have more absolute possession.
"Kiss me, kiss me!" she pleaded.
She presented her submissive face in imploring tenderness, displaying
her bare neck at the part where it voluptuously met the bosom. And he,
seeing her white skin as in a burst of flame, raised his fist armed
with the knife. But she perceived the flash of the blade and started
back, gaping in surprise and terror.
"Jacques, Jacques!" she cried; "me? Good God! Why?"
With set teeth and answering not a word, he pursued her. A brief
struggle brought her again beside the bed. She shrank from him,
haggard, without defence, her night-dress in shreds.
"Why? good God! Why?" she continued asking.
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