His fist came down, and the knife stuck the inquiry in her throat.
In striking, he twisted the blade round in a frightful compulsion of
the hand which satisfied itself. It was the same blow as President
Grandmorin had received, inflicted at the same place, and with the same
fury. Did she shriek? He never knew. The Paris express flew by at this
moment with such violence and rapidity that it shook the floor; and
Séverine was dead, as if struck down in this tempestuous blast.
Jacques, standing motionless, now looked at her, stretched at his feet
before the bed. The riot of the train was dying away in the distance
as he gazed upon her in the oppressive silence of the red bedroom.
On the ground, amidst those red hangings, those red curtains, she
bled profusely. A crimson stream trickled down between her breasts,
spreading over the abdomen to one of the lower limbs, whence it fell
in great drops upon the floor. Her night-dress, rent half asunder, was
drenched with it. He could never have believed she had so much blood.
But what retained him there, haunted, was the abominable look of terror
that the face of this pretty, gentle, docile woman took in death. The
black hair stood on end as a helmet of horror, dark as night. The blue
eyes, immeasurably wide open, were still inquiring, aghast, terrified
at the mystery. Why? why had he murdered her? And she had just been
reduced to nothing, carried off in the fatality of murder, a creature
irresponsible, whom life had rolled from vice into blood, and who
had remained tender and innocent notwithstanding, for she had never
understood.
Jacques was astonished. He heard the sniffing of animals, the grunting
of wild boars, the roaring of lions; and he became calm, it was
himself breathing. At last! at last! he had gratified his thirst--he
had killed! Yes; he had done that. He felt elevated by ungovernable
joy, by intense delight at the full satisfaction of his everlasting
desire. He experienced surprising pride, an aggrandisement of his male
sovereignty. He had slaughtered the woman. He possessed her as he had
so long desired to possess her, entirely to the point of destroying
her. She had ceased to belong, she never would belong any more to
anybody. And a bitter recollection recurred to him, that of the other
murdered victim, the corpse of President Grandmorin which he had seen
on that terrible night five hundred yards from the house. This delicate
body before him, so white, striped with red, was the same human shred,
the broken puppet, the limp rag that a knife makes of a creature.
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