Jacques, in his turn, became serious. He avoided looking at her, his
eyes moved restlessly from side to side, and were at last fixed on
space in the night. Abruptly he answered:
"No."
"Just so," she continued; "they told me you held women in abomination.
And, besides, I've known you for a very long time, and you have never
said anything nice. Why? Tell me."
As he gave no answer, she made up her mind to leave the knot, and look
at him.
"Do you only love your engine?" she inquired. "People joke about it,
you know. They pretend you are always polishing, and making it shine,
as though you had caresses for nothing else. If I tell you this, it is
because I am your friend."
He looked at her, now, in the pale light of the fumy sky. And he
remembered her when she was a child. Even then, she was violent and
self-willed, but she sprang to his neck, as soon as he entered the
house, with all the passionate impulse of a madcap. Later on, having
frequently lost sight of her, he had found her grown taller each time
he saw her. She continued to put her arms round his neck, troubling
him, more and more, by the flame of her great light eyes.
She was now a superb woman, and no doubt she had loved him a long
time--from childhood. His heart began to beat. A sudden sensation told
him that he was the one she awaited. He felt a swimming in the head,
his first impulse, in the anguish he experienced, was to flee. Love had
always made him mad, and he felt bent on murder.
"What are you doing there, on your feet?" she resumed. "Why don't you
sit down?"
Again he hesitated. Then, his legs suddenly becoming very tired, and
himself vanquished by the desire to try love once more, he sank down
beside her on the heap of cords. But he said nothing; his throat was
quite dry. It was she, now, the proud, the silent one, who chattered
merrily until she lost breath, deafening herself with her own verbosity.
"You see, the mistake mamma made was to marry Misard," she began.
"He'll play her a nasty trick. I don't care a fig, because one has
quite enough to do with one's own business. Don't you think so? And,
besides, mamma sends me off to bed as soon as I want to cut in. So she
must do the best she can by herself! I pass my time outside the house,
I do. I am thinking of things for later on. Ah! you know, I saw you go
by this morning, on your engine. Look! over there, from those bushes,
where I was seated. But you, you never look--I'll tell you the things
I'm thinking of, but not now, later, when we have quite become good
friends."
She had let the scissors slip away from her, and he, still silent, had
caught hold of her two hands. Delighted, she abandoned them to him. But
when he carried them to his burning lips, she gave an affrighted start.
The warrior woman awoke, prepared, and warlike.
"No, no! Leave me alone!" she exclaimed. "I won't have it. Keep quiet.
Let's talk."
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