Here lies the unreality of fiction. For in men, as a rule, love is but
an episode which takes its place among the other affairs of the day,
and the emphasis laid on it in novels gives it an importance which is
untrue to life. There are few men to whom it is the most important
thing in the world, and they are not very interesting ones; even women,
with whom the subject is of paramount interest, have a contempt for
them. They are flattered and excited by them, but have an uneasy
feeling that they are poor creatures. But even during the brief
intervals in which they are in love, men do other things which distract
their mind; the trades by which they earn their living engage their
attention; they are absorbed in sport; they can interest themselves in
art. For the most part, they keep their various activities in various
compartments, and they can pursue one to the temporary exclusion of the
other. They have a faculty of concentration on that which occupies them
at the moment, and it irks them if one encroaches on the other. As
lovers, the difference between men and women is that women can love all
day long, but men only at times.
With Strickland the sexual appetite took a very small place. It was
unimportant. It was irksome. His soul aimed elsewhither. He had violent
passions, and on occasion desire seized his body so that he was driven
to an orgy of lust, but he hated the instincts that robbed him of his
self-possession. I think, even, he hated the inevitable partner in his
debauchery. When he had regained command over himself, he shuddered at
the sight of the woman he had enjoyed. His thoughts floated then
serenely in the empyrean, and he felt towards her the horror that
perhaps the painted butterfly, hovering about the flowers, feels to the
filthy chrysalis from which it has triumphantly emerged. I suppose that
art is a manifestation of the sexual instinct. It is the same emotion
which is excited in the human heart by the sight of a lovely woman, the
Bay of Naples under the yellow moon, and the _Entombment_ of Titian. It
is possible that Strickland hated the normal release of sex because it
seemed to him brutal by comparison with the satisfaction of artistic
creation. It seems strange even to myself, when I have described a man
who was cruel, selfish, brutal and sensual, to say that he was a great
idealist. The fact remains.
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