“She’s a damned fool. I have had a few aches and pains lately and a
little fever, but that’s nothing; it will pass off. Next time anyone
went to Papeete I was going to send for some quinine.”
“Look at yourself in the glass.”
Strickland gave him a glance, smiled, and went over to a cheap mirror
in a little wooden frame, that hung on the wall.
“Well?”
“Do you not see a strange change in your face? Do you not see the
thickening of your features and a look—how shall I describe it?—the
books call it lion-faced. _Mon pauvre ami_, must I tell you that you
have a terrible disease?”
“I?”
“When you look at yourself in the glass you see the typical appearance
of the leper.”
“You are jesting,” said Strickland.
“I wish to God I were.”
“Do you intend to tell me that I have leprosy?”
“Unfortunately, there can be no doubt of it.”
Dr. Coutras had delivered sentence of death on many men, and he could
never overcome the horror with which it filled him. He felt always the
furious hatred that must seize a man condemned when he compared himself
with the doctor, sane and healthy, who had the inestimable privilege of
life. Strickland looked at him in silence. Nothing of emotion could be
seen on his face, disfigured already by the loathsome disease.
“Do they know?” he asked at last, pointing to the persons on the
verandah, now sitting in unusual, unaccountable silence.
“These natives know the signs so well,” said the doctor. “They were
afraid to tell you.”
Strickland stepped to the door and looked out. There must have been
something terrible in his face, for suddenly they all burst out into
loud cries and lamentation. They lifted up their voices and they wept.
Strickland did not speak. After looking at them for a moment, he came
back into the room.
“How long do you think I can last?”
“Who knows? Sometimes the disease continues for twenty years. It is a
mercy when it runs its course quickly.”
Strickland went to his easel and looked reflectively at the picture
that stood on it.
“You have had a long journey. It is fitting that the bearer of
important tidings should be rewarded. Take this picture. It means
nothing to you now, but it may be that one day you will be glad to have
it.”
Dr. Coutras protested that he needed no payment for his journey; he had
already given back to Ata the hundred-franc note, but Strickland
insisted that he should take the picture. Then together they went out
on the verandah. The natives were sobbing violently. “Be quiet, woman.
Dry thy tears,” said Strickland, addressing Ata. “There is no great
harm. I shall leave thee very soon.”
“They are not going to take thee away?” she cried.
At that time there was no rigid sequestration on the islands, and
lepers, if they chose, were allowed to go free.
“I shall go up into the mountain,” said Strickland.
Then Ata stood up and faced him.
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