“Let the others go if they choose, but I will not leave thee. Thou art
my man and I am thy woman. If thou leavest me I shall hang myself on
the tree that is behind the house. I swear it by God.”
There was something immensely forcible in the way she spoke. She was no
longer the meek, soft native girl, but a determined woman. She was
extraordinarily transformed.
“Why shouldst thou stay with me? Thou canst go back to Papeete, and
thou wilt soon find another white man. The old woman can take care of
thy children, and Tiaré will be glad to have thee back.”
“Thou art my man and I am thy woman. Whither thou goest I will go,
too.”
For a moment Strickland’s fortitude was shaken, and a tear filled each
of his eyes and trickled slowly down his cheeks. Then he gave the
sardonic smile which was usual with him.
“Women are strange little beasts,” he said to Dr. Coutras. “You can
treat them like dogs, you can beat them till your arm aches, and still
they love you.” He shrugged his shoulders. “Of course, it is one of the
most absurd illusions of Christianity that they have souls.”
“What is it that thou art saying to the doctor?” asked Ata
suspiciously. “Thou wilt not go?”
“If it please thee I will stay, poor child.”
Ata flung herself on her knees before him, and clasped his legs with
her arms and kissed them. Strickland looked at Dr. Coutras with a faint
smile.
“In the end they get you, and you are helpless in their hands. White or
brown, they are all the same.”
Dr. Coutras felt that it was absurd to offer expressions of regret in
so terrible a disaster, and he took his leave. Strickland told Tané,
the boy, to lead him to the village. Dr. Coutras paused for a moment,
and then he addressed himself to me.
“I did not like him, I have told you he was not sympathetic to me, but
as I walked slowly down to Taravao I could not prevent an unwilling
admiration for the stoical courage which enabled him to bear perhaps
the most dreadful of human afflictions. When Tané left me I told him I
would send some medicine that might be of service; but my hope was
small that Strickland would consent to take it, and even smaller that,
if he did, it would do him good. I gave the boy a message for Ata that
I would come whenever she sent for me. Life is hard, and Nature takes
sometimes a terrible delight in torturing her children. It was with a
heavy heart that I drove back to my comfortable home in Papeete.”
For a long time none of us spoke.
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