The thought of her suffering was intolerable. He had a sudden vision of
her standing in the kitchen—it was hardly larger than a
cupboard—washing the plates and glasses, the forks and spoons, giving
the knives a rapid polish on the knife-board; and then putting
everything away, giving the sink a scrub, and hanging the dish-cloth up
to dry—it was there still, a gray torn rag; then looking round to see
that everything was clean and nice. He saw her roll down her sleeves
and remove her apron—the apron hung on a peg behind the door—and take
the bottle of oxalic acid and go with it into the bedroom.
The agony of it drove him up from the bed and out of the room. He went
into the studio. It was dark, for the curtains had been drawn over the
great window, and he pulled them quickly back; but a sob broke from him
as with a rapid glance he took in the place where he had been so happy.
Nothing was changed here, either. Strickland was indifferent to his
surroundings, and he had lived in the other’s studio without thinking
of altering a thing. It was deliberately artistic. It represented
Stroeve’s idea of the proper environment for an artist. There were bits
of old brocade on the walls, and the piano was covered with a piece of
silk, beautiful and tarnished; in one corner was a copy of the Venus of
Milo, and in another of the Venus of the Medici. Here and there was an
Italian cabinet surmounted with Delft, and here and there a bas-relief.
In a handsome gold frame was a copy of Velasquez’ Innocent X., that
Stroeve had made in Rome, and placed so as to make the most of their
decorative effect were a number of Stroeve’s pictures, all in splendid
frames. Stroeve had always been very proud of his taste. He had never
lost his appreciation for the romantic atmosphere of a studio, and
though now the sight of it was like a stab in his heart, without
thinking what he was at, he changed slightly the position of a Louis
XV. table which was one of his treasures. Suddenly he caught sight of a
canvas with its face to the wall. It was a much larger one than he
himself was in the habit of using, and he wondered what it did there.
He went over to it and leaned it towards him so that he could see the
painting. It was a nude. His heart began to beat quickly, for he
guessed at once that it was one of Strickland’s pictures. He flung it
back against the wall angrily—what did he mean by leaving it there?—but
his movement caused it to fall, face downwards, on the ground. No mater
whose the picture, he could not leave it there in the dust, and he
raised it; but then curiosity got the better of him. He thought he
would like to have a proper look at it, so he brought it along and set
it on the easel. Then he stood back in order to see it at his ease.
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