He gave a gasp. It was the picture of a woman lying on a sofa, with one
arm beneath her head and the other along her body; one knee was raised,
and the other leg was stretched out. The pose was classic. Stroeve’s
head swam. It was Blanche. Grief and jealousy and rage seized him, and
he cried out hoarsely; he was inarticulate; he clenched his fists and
raised them threateningly at an invisible enemy. He screamed at the top
of his voice. He was beside himself. He could not bear it. That was too
much. He looked round wildly for some instrument; he wanted to hack the
picture to pieces; it should not exist another minute. He could see
nothing that would serve his purpose; he rummaged about his painting
things; somehow he could not find a thing; he was frantic. At last he
came upon what he sought, a large scraper, and he pounced on it with a
cry of triumph. He seized it as though it were a dagger, and ran to the
picture.
As Stroeve told me this he became as excited as when the incident
occurred, and he took hold of a dinner-knife on the table between us,
and brandished it. He lifted his arm as though to strike, and then,
opening his hand, let it fall with a clatter to the ground. He looked
at me with a tremulous smile. He did not speak.
“Fire away,” I said.
“I don’t know what happened to me. I was just going to make a great
hole in the picture, I had my arm all ready for the blow, when suddenly
I seemed to see it.”
“See what?”
“The picture. It was a work of art. I couldn’t touch it. I was afraid.”
Stroeve was silent again, and he stared at me with his mouth open and
his round blue eyes starting out of his head.
“It was a great, a wonderful picture. I was seized with awe. I had
nearly committed a dreadful crime. I moved a little to see it better,
and my foot knocked against the scraper. I shuddered.”
I really felt something of the emotion that had caught him. I was
strangely impressed. It was as though I were suddenly transported into
a world in which the values were changed. I stood by, at a loss, like a
stranger in a land where the reactions of man to familiar things are
all different from those he has known. Stroeve tried to talk to me
about the picture, but he was incoherent, and I had to guess at what he
meant. Strickland had burst the bonds that hitherto had held him. He
had found, not himself, as the phrase goes, but a new soul with
unsuspected powers. It was not only the bold simplification of the
drawing which showed so rich and so singular a personality; it was not
only the painting, though the flesh was painted with a passionate
sensuality which had in it something miraculous; it was not only the
solidity, so that you felt extraordinarily the weight of the body;
there was also a spirituality, troubling and new, which led the
imagination along unsuspected ways, and suggested dim empty spaces, lit
only by the eternal stars, where the soul, all naked, adventured
fearful to the discovery of new mysteries.
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