“I do not know what has occurred since I was put in irons, as you
have instructed the others not to speak to me or answer my questions.
I know, of course, however, that the ship is at rest and that pure
air is circulating through it, and I have heard the hatch raised and
footsteps upon the upper deck. From the time that has elapsed since I
was placed under arrest I know that the only planet upon which we
have had time to make a landing is the Moon, and so I may guess that
we are upon the surface of the Moon. I have had ample time to reflect
upon my actions. That I was intoxicated is, of course, no valid
excuse, and yet it is the only excuse that I have to offer. I beg,
sir, that you will accept the assurance of my sincere regret of the
unforgivable things that I have done, and that you will permit me to
live and atone for my wrongdoings, for if we are indeed upon the
surface of the Moon it may be that we can ill spare a single member
of our small party. I throw myself, sir, entirely upon your mercy,
but beg that you will give me another chance.”
Realizing my natural antipathy for the man and wishing most sincerely
not to be influenced against him because of it, I let his plea
influence me against my better judgement with the result that I
promised him that I would give the matter careful consideration,
discuss it with the others, and be influenced largely by their
decision. I had him returned to his stateroom then and sent for the
other members of the party. With what fidelity my memory permitted I
repeated to them in Orthis’ own words his request for mercy.
“And now, gentlemen,” I said, “I would like to have your opinions in
the matter. It is of as much moment to you as to me, and under the
peculiar circumstances in which we are placed, I prefer in so far as
possible to defer wherever I can to the judgment of the majority.
Whatever my final action, the responsibility will be mine. I do not
seek to divide that, and it may be that I shall act contrary to the
wishes of the majority in some matters, but in this one I really wish
to abide by your desires because of the personal antagonism that has
existed between Lieutenant Commander Orthis and myself since
boyhood.”
I knew that none of these men liked Orthis, yet I knew, too, that
they would approach the matter in a spirit of justice tempered by
mercy, and so I was not at all surprised when one after another they
assured me that they would be glad if I would give the man another
opportunity.
Again I sent for Orthis, and after explaining to him that inasmuch as
he had given me his word to commit no disloyal act in the future I
should place him on parole, his eventual fate depending entirely upon
his own conduct; then had his irons removed and told him that he was
to return to duty. He seemed most grateful and assured us that we
would never have cause to regret our decision. Would to God that
instead of freeing him I had drawn my revolver and shot him through
the heart!
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