"Yes!"--smiting her hands together. "Can't you see it? There's . . .
_nothing_ . . . here for me. Are we companions, you and I? We're
absolute strangers! We don't think, or feel, or move in the same
world."
"No?"
Just the brief monosyllable, spoken as coolly as though she had
remarked that she didn't like the colour of his tie. She looked up,
bewildered, and met his gaze. His eyes frightened her. They were
ablaze, remorseless as the eyes of a bird of prey. A sudden terror of
him overwhelmed her.
"Roger!" she cried. "We can't marry! Let me go--release me from my
promise! Oh!"--breaking down all at once--"I can't bear it! I can't
marry you! Let me go--oh, please let me go!"
There was a pause--a pause during which Nan could feel her heart
leaping in her body like some terrified captive thing. Then, Roger
made a movement. Instinctively she knew it was towards her and flung
out her arms to ward him off. But she might as well have opposed him
with two straws. He caught both wrists in one of his big hands and
bent her arms downwards, drawing her close to him till she lay
unwillingly against his breast, held there in a grasp like iron.
"Will I release you?" he said savagely. "No, I will _not_! Neither
now, nor at any future time. You're _mine_! Do you understand what
that means? It means if you'd one day left to live, it would be _my_
day--one night, _mine_! And I swear to you if any man takes you from
me I'll kill him first and you after. _Now_ do you understand?"
She tried to speak, but her voice failed her. It was as though he had
pronounced sentence on her--a life sentence! She could never get away
from him--never, never! A shudder ran through her whole body. He felt
it, and it stung him to fresh anger. Her head was pressed into his
shoulder as though for shelter.
"Look up!" he demanded imperiously. "Don't hide your face. It's mine.
And I want to see it!"
Reluctantly, compelled by his voice, she lifted a white, tortured face
to his. Then, meeting his eyes, savagely alight with the fire of
conquest, she turned her head quickly aside. But it was useless. She
was powerless in the vice-like grip of his arms, and the next moment he
was kissing her, eyes and mouth and pulsing throat, with terrible,
burning kisses that seemed to sear their way through her whole body,
branding her indelibly his.
It was useless to struggle. She hung nervelessly in his straining
arms, mute and helpless to withstand him, while his passion swept over
her like a tidal wave, submerging her utterly.
When at last he set her free she swayed unsteadily, catching at the
table for support. Her knees seemed to be giving way under her. She
was voiceless, breathless from his violence. The tide had receded,
leaving her utterly spent and exhausted.
He regarded her in silence for a moment.
"I don't think you'll ask me to release you from your engagement
again," he said slowly.
"No," she whispered tonelessly. "No."
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