He was virtually quoting from the _Colonial Officer's Manual_. Were
there any people left able to think for themselves, Johnson wondered.
Had there ever been? Had he thought for himself in making his decision,
or was he merely clinging to a childish dream that all men had had and
lost?
"With man gone, Earth will replenish herself," he said aloud. First the
vegetation would begin to grow thick. Already it had released itself
from the restraint of cultivation; soon it would be spreading out over
the continent, overrunning the cities with delicately persistent green
tendrils. Some the harsh winters would kill, but others would live on
and would multiply. Vines would twist themselves about the tall
buildings and tenderly, passionately squeeze them to death ...
eventually send them tumbling down. And then the trees would rear
themselves in their places.
The swamps that man had filled in would begin to reappear one by one, as
the land sank back to a pristine state. The sea would go on changing
her boundaries, with no dikes to stop her. Volcanoes would heave up the
land into different configurations. The heat would increase until it
grew unbearable ... only there would be no one--no human, anyway--to
bear it.
Year after year the leaves would wither and fall and decay. Rock would
cover them. And some day ... billions of years thence ... there would be
coal and oil--and nobody to want them.
"Very likely Earth will replenish herself," the commander agreed, "but
not in your time or your children's time.... That is, not in _my_
children's time," he added hastily.
The handful of men lined up in a row before the airlock shuffled their
feet and allowed their muttering to become a few decibels louder.
Clifford looked at his wrist chronometer. Obviously he was no less
anxious than the crew to be off, but, for the sake of his conscience, he
must make a last try.
"Damn your conscience," Johnson thought. "I hope that for this you feel
guilty as hell, that you wake up nights in a cold sweat remembering that
you left one man alone on the planet you and your kind discarded. Not
that I don't want to stay, mind you, but that I want you to suffer the
way you're making me suffer now--having to listen to your platitudes."
The commander suddenly stopped paraphrasing the _Manual_. "Camping out's
fun for a week or two, you know, but it's different when it's for a
lifetime."
Johnson's fingers curled in his palms ... he was even angrier now that
the commander had struck so close to home. Camping out ... was that all
he was doing--fulfilling childhood desires, nothing more?
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