She did not answer.
"I'm sick," he muttered. "I--I--think I'm very sick."
"Something has happened, dear," she said. "I'm going to tell you
what." She paused--and in the pause felt his body grow tense in a
familiar way. For a moment the prospect frightened her. She felt,
vaguely, that she was playing with that which was infinitely
delicate--which might break in her very hands, and leave her desolate.
"You know, dear," she continued, faltering, "we used to be very rich.
But we're not, any more." It was a poor lie--she realized that: and
was half ashamed. "We're very poor, now," she went on, hurriedly. "A
man broke into the bank and stole all your mother's gold and diamonds
and lovely dresses. She hasn't anything--any more." She had conceived
a vast contempt for the lie; she felt that it was a weak, unpracticed
thing--but she knew that it was sufficient: for he had never yet
doubted her. "So I don't know what she'll do," she concluded, weakly.
"She will have to stop having good times, I guess. She will have to go
to work."
He straightened in her lap. "No, no!" he cried, gladly. "_I'll_ work!"
Her impulse was to express her delight in his manliness, her triumphant
consciousness of his love--to kiss him, to hug him until he cried out
with pain. But she restrained all this--harshly, pitilessly. She had
no mercy upon herself.
"I'll work!" he repeated.
"How?" she asked. "You don't know how."
"Teach me."
She laughed--an ironical little laugh: designed to humiliate him.
"Why," she exclaimed, "I don't know how to teach you!"
He sighed.
"But," she added, significantly, "the curate knows."
"Then," said he, taking hope, "the curate will teach me."
"Yes; but----"
"But what? Tell me quick, mother!"
"Well," she hesitated, "the curate is so busy. Anyhow, dear," she
continued, "I would have to work. We are very poor. You see, dear, it
takes a great deal of money to buy new clothes for you. And, then,
dear, you see----"
He waited--somewhat disturbed by the sudden failure of her voice. It
was all becoming bitter to her, now; she found it hard to continue.
"You see," she gasped, "you eat--quite a bit."
"I'll not eat much," he promised. "And I'll not want new clothes. And
it won't take long for the curate to teach me how to work."
She would not agree.
"Tell me!" he commanded.
"Yes," she said; "but the curate says he wants you to live with him."
"Would you come, too?"
"No," she answered.
He did not yet comprehend. "Would I go--alone?"
"Yes."
"All alone?"
"Alone!"
Quiet fell upon all the world--in the twilighted room, in the tenement,
in the falling night without, where no breeze moved. The child sought
to get closer within his mother's arms, nearer to her bosom--then
stirred no more. The lights were flashing into life on the
river--wandering aimlessly: but yet drifting to the sea.... Some one
stumbled past the door--grumbling maudlin wrath.
"There is no other way," the mother said.
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