China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
But still she stayed near the door to hear what people said of this new
wife, and she heard some cry, “A very good and earnest-looking maid,”
and some said, “They say she sews well, and if it is true she made
those shoes she wears, she has ten good fingers, I swear!” And some
among the women went up and fingered the red wedding robes and lifted
the coat to see the inner ones, and all were well and neatly made, and
the buttons hard and nicely turned of twisted cloth, and they ran and
told the mother all, “A decent, able maid, goodwife, and with a proper
look.” But some among the men spoke coarsely and one said, “Too thin
and yellow for my taste, I swear!” and another called out, “Aye, but a
few months will mend the thinness, brother--naught like a man to make a
maid swell!”
And in all this merry, ribald talk the maid moved demurely to her new
home and so was wed.
* * * * *
Now must the mother leave the bed where she had slept these many years,
and when the daughter-in-law came to make the bed for the mother that
night, for so it was done in those parts, she made the pallet where
the old dead woman once had slept behind the curtains, and later the
elder son; and the blind girl had a pallet of her own beside it, and
the younger lad slept in the kitchen if he slept at home. Yes, upon the
true bed the elder son slept now with his new wife.
It was not easy either for the mother to give up to this new pair that
place which had been hers and her man’s, and it made her seem old to
herself at night to lie on the old woman’s pallet. Through the day she
could be usual, busy everywhere, commanding all, her tongue quick to
correct and command, but at night she was old. Oftentimes she woke and
it seemed to her it could not be she who lay there and the other pair
upon the bed, and she thought to herself amazed, “Now I suppose that
old soul who was mother when I came to this house felt as I do now,
when I came a bride and pushed her from her bed and lay there with her
son in my turn. And now another lies with my son.”
It seemed so strange, so endless, this turning of some hidden wheel,
this passing on of link caught onto link in some never ending chain
that she was dazed with thinking of it even dimly, since she was not
one to think into the meanings of what passed before her, but only
taking all that came for what it was. But she was lessened in her own
eyes from that day on. Even though she was in name the oldest and the
first and mistress over all, she was not first in her own eyes.
And she watched this son’s wife. She was dutiful and day after day
she made her bow before her husband’s mother, until the mother grew
weary and shouted at her, “Enough!” But the mother could not find any
fault in her. Then was this very faultlessness a fault and the mother
muttered, “Well, and doubtless she has some secret inner fault I do not
see at once.”
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