China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Now was it a strange day for this mother when she must welcome to her
house a new and younger woman, so long had she been master there as
well as mistress. When she was dressed in her best and stood waiting at
her door, when she saw the red bridal chair come near with its burden
of the bride within, it seemed suddenly but a little while ago when
she herself had come in that same chair, and the old woman dead stood
where she stood today and her own man where her son stood. Rarely did
she think these days of that man of hers, and truly did he seem dead
to her, but the strangest longing fell on her for him while she stood
waiting. It was not the longing of the flesh; no, that was dead and
gone now. It was some other longing, the longing for some completeness
of her own age, for she felt alone.
She looked at her son newly, no longer only son to her, but husband to
another now, and there he stood, very still, his head hung down, stiff
in the new black robe she had made for him, and shoes upon his feet
most often bare. He seemed unmoved, or so she thought until she saw his
hanging hands trembling against the black of his robe. She sighed again
then, and again she thought of her own man and how she had peeped out
at him from behind the curtains of her chair and how her heart leaped
to see how fair he was and how good a man to look on in every way.
Yes, he had been prettier far than this son of hers was today, and she
thought to herself now that he was the prettiest man she had ever seen.
But before she had time to grieve more than in this dim way the first
of the procession came, the small wedding fruits, the cock she had sent
to the bride’s house and that according to custom they sent back and
with it a hen they mated to it, and after these few things, the chair
was fetched and set down there before the door and the cousin’s wife
and the gossip and the other elder women of the hamlet took the bride’s
hand and tried to pull her forth. And she was proper and reluctant and
came at last but most unwillingly, and when she did come she made her
eyes downcast and did not look up once. Then the mother withdrew into
her cousin’s house, as was the custom too in those parts where it was
said a son’s wife must not see too easily her husband’s mother, lest
she do not fear her thereafter, and all that day the mother stayed in
the cousin’s house.
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