China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
She grew so low in mind that nothing cheered her much except to have
her younger son about her. Yes, although the elder son’s wife tended
her most carefully and brought her food ready and hot when she would
have it and even walked a mile or two to another village to fetch a
certain sort of dried curd they made there from beans, and although
the mother leaned on her in every sort of way and called to her if she
would so much as turn herself in her bed, yet the son’s wife was no
comfort to her, and often when she did her most careful best the mother
would scold her that her hands were cold or her face so yellow and
stare at her in some half hostile, childish way. But still the older
woman never blamed the son’s wife any more that she was childless. No,
she said no more of that, believing somehow dimly that her own sins
might be the cause.
But she rose from her bed at last, and when the autumn was well gone
the sharpness of her pain had ebbed with it and she was dreary all day
long but not frantic, and she could think of her maid, but the edge of
pain was gone. At last she even said to her own heart, “Aye, perhaps
even what they say is true, perhaps it is better that my maid is dead.
There are so many things worse than death.”
And she held fast to this one thought.
And all the hamlet helped her. No one ever spoke of the maid again
before her, nor doubtless anywhere, since there is nothing to be
remembered in a blind maid and there are many like her everywhere.
First they did not speak of her where the mother was, to spare the
mother pain, and then they did not speak because there was naught new
to tell of it, and because other news came of other things and people,
and the maid’s little life was ended.
For a while the gossip went carefully where the mother was and took
thought not to be alone with her, but when she saw how feeble the
mother was when she rose up from her bed, she grew cheerful then and
called out greeting as she ever had.
And the mother let the past be silent, except sometimes in her own
heart.
XVIII
Then did it seem as though the mother’s heart might have some comfort,
for in the springtime of that year the younger son came home and he
said, “I am come home to stay a while, mother, how long I do not know,
but at least until I am bid to go again.”
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