China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
But when she rejoiced he made little answer and scarcely seemed
himself. He was so quiet, never singing or playing his capers or
talking in any reckless way as he was used to do, that the mother’s
heart wondered if he might be ill or troubled with some secret thing.
But when she spoke this fear to the cousin’s wife that one said,
mildly, “Well, it may be he is passing out of his childhood. How many
are his years, now? The same I think as my fifth child, and she is
twenty now and nearly twenty-one and wed four years. Yes, twenty-one
is out of childhood, and men should not caper then as once they did,
although I remember that man of yours could caper even to that last day
I saw him.”
“Aye,” said the mother, sighing. Very dim in her now was the memory
of the man, and mingled somehow with this younger son of hers, and
sometimes when she remembered she could not think how her man had
looked alone, because the son’s face rose there in his stead.
But at the end of nine days the younger son went as quickly as he came
and almost secretly, though how he had his message he must go none
knew. But go he did, putting his few garments in a little leathern box
he had. His mother grieved to see him go and cried, “I thought you were
come to stay, my son,” but the son replied, “Oh, I shall be back again,
my mother,” and he seemed secretly gay again somehow, and eager to be
gone.
Thereafter was he always gay. He came and went without warning. He
would come in perhaps one day, his roll of clothing under his arm and
there he was. And for a day or two he would idle about the little
hamlet and sit in the teashop and make great talk of how ill the times
were and how uneven justice was and how some great day all this would
be made better, and men listened staring at each other, not knowing
what to make of it, and the innkeeper scratched his greasy head and
cried, “I do swear it sounds like robbers’ talk to me, neighbors!” But
for the mother’s sake and for the good elder son’s sake they let him
be, thinking him but childish still and to be wiser when he was wed and
had a man’s life.
Yet when he came home this younger son still sat idle, or else he made
as if to help his brother at some light task, although when he did this
the brother said scornfully always, “I thank you, brother, but I am
used to doing work without you.”
Then the youth looked at him in his impudent way, for he grew a very
impudent eye these last days, and he would not quarrel but he laughed
coolly and he said, and spat in the dust while he said it, “As you
will, my elder brother,” and he was so cool his elder brother well-nigh
burst with hatred of him and gladly would have told him to stay away
forever except that a man may not tell his brother this and still be
righteous in his neighbors’ eyes.
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