China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
But the mother saw no fault in him at all. Even when he talked his big
talk with her and said against his elder brother, “I swear these little
landowners that must even rent before they can live, these little men,
they are so small and proud that they deserve what shall befall them
one day when all the land is made common and no one may have it for his
own.”
The mother understood no word of this except the first and she said
plaintively, “Aye, I do think, too, your brother is over proud
sometimes, and his wife barren, too.”
For everything this younger son said seemed wise to the mother, now she
clung to him so fast. To her when he came home it made a festival, and
she would have made each day that he was there a holiday if she could
have done it and would have killed a fowl for him and made better food
than usual. But this she could not do. The fowls were her elder son’s
now, and she could not do better than to steal an egg or two from some
nest she found and keep them for her younger son, and when he came pour
them into boiling water secretly for him to sup and add to the dish a
little sugar that she had saved somehow.
It came to be that whenever any little dainty fell to her or if she
went into a house in the hamlet for a visit with a neighbor, since she
was so idle now in her age and nothing she must do, and if someone gave
her a peach or a dried persimmon or a little cake or some such thing
for kindness, she saved it for her younger son. Much time she spent
in watching these small bits to see they did not mold, and she kept
them as long as she could, and when he put off coming home and she was
forced to eat them lest they spoil she felt it no pleasure and scarcely
could she enjoy the dainty, although she loved food, too. Often would
she open the drawer she kept them in and turn the little store over
with her fingers and think to herself, “He does not come. He is not
here. If I had a little grandson I could give them to him when my son
does not come. I have no one, if my son does not come.”
And many hours of each day she sat and looked down the road to catch a
glimpse of him as he came and when she saw the glint of a man’s robe
she would run forward as best she could and when she saw it was her
son come home she took his warm smooth hand in her old dry one and
she pulled him into her own room and poured out for him the tea the
careful son’s wife kept there for her and then with pleasure would
she bring out the little store she had for him. And she sat down and
watched him lovingly while he picked about among the bits and chose the
best. Sometimes he turned his dainty nose aside and said, “That cake is
mildewed, mother,” or he said, “I never liked a rice flour cake so dry.”
Then she would answer sorrowfully, “Is it too dry, my son? Well, and I
thought you would still like it maybe,” and when he would not have it
she ate it up herself to keep from wasting it, grieving that it was not
good enough for him.
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