China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
But the mother never knew what was in the heart of the father of her
children. That he loved play she knew, but what matter that if he
did not lose at play? It was in truth a pride to her that when other
women complained aloud of their own men and how the scanty earnings of
the land were lost at that table in the inn, she need not complain,
and when one cried out to her, “If my poor wretch were but like that
pretty man of yours, goodwife, his fingers are faery somehow, so that
the money crawls to them of its own accord, seemingly, upon the gaming
table--a very lucky woman be you, goodwife!” she smiled complacently
and she did not often blame him for his play unless it served as excuse
for some other cause of quarrel.
And she did not blame him deeply that he could not work steadily hour
after hour in the fields as she did, though at the moment she might lay
about him sharply with her tongue. She knew that men cannot work as
women do, but have the hearts of children always in them, and she was
used now to working on in her steady way while he flung down his hoe
and laid himself upon the grass that grew on the footpath between this
field and the next and slept an hour or two. But when she said aught to
him in her scolding way, which was but the way, after all, her tongue
was used to speak, for secretly she loved him well, he would answer,
“Yes, and sleep I may for I have worked enough to feed myself.”
She might have said, “Have we not the children then and shall not each
do what he is able to make more for them?” But this she did not say
because it was true the children seemed ever hers and hers alone, since
he did nothing for them. Besides, her tongue was not so adroit as his
to find an answer.
But sometimes her wrath would come up hotly and then it would come
with more than her usual scolding speech. Once or twice in a season a
quarrel would go deep with her and give an unused bitterness to her
tongue. When the man bought some foolish trinket in the market with the
silver he had taken for the cabbage there, or when he was drunken on
a day that was not a holiday, then she would grow angry and well-nigh
she forgot she loved him in her heart. This was a deep fierce anger
too, which smouldered and broke forth so many hours after his misdeed
that the man had almost forgot what he had done, for it was his way to
forget easily anything that did not please him, and when her anger came
up in her like this she was helpless against it and it must out.
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