China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Still the mother could not rest. If she could have slept she would
have, and on any common day she could have dropped easily into sleep
even as she worked, since she was so sound and robust that sleep came
on her deep and sweet and without her seeking it. But there was some
gnawing in her heart today that held her wide awake and as though she
listened for some sound that must come.
She rose at last impatient with her waiting and weary of the empty
street that was empty for her so long as she did not see the one she
sought, and she took up the babe and set him on her thigh and she took
her hoe and went to the field, and she called to the old woman, “I go
to weed the corn on the south hillside.” And as she went she thought to
herself that it would be easier if she were not at the house, and the
hours would pass more quickly if she pushed her body to some hard labor.
So through the afternoon she worked in the corn field, her face
shielded from the sun’s heat with a blue cotton kerchief, and up and
down she moved her hoe unceasingly among the green young corn. It was
but a small, ragged field, for all of their land which could bear it
they put into rice, terracing even the hillsides as high as water could
be forced, because rice is a more dainty food than corn and sells for
higher price.
The sun poured down upon the shadeless hill and beat upon her and
soon her coat was wet and dark with her sweat. But she would not rest
at all except sometimes to suckle the babe when he cried, and then
she sat flat on the earth and suckled him and wiped her hot face and
stared across the brilliant summer land, seeing nothing. When he was
satisfied she put him down again to work once more and she worked until
her body ached and her mind was numb and she thought of nothing now
except of those weeds falling under the point of her hoe and withering
in the dry hot sunshine. At last the sun rested on the edge of the land
and the valley fell into sudden shadow. Then she straightened herself
and wiped her wet face with her coat and she muttered aloud, “Surely he
will be home waiting--I must go to make his food.” And picking up the
child from the bed of soft earth where she had laid him she went home.
But he was not there. When she turned the corner of the house he was
not there. The old woman was peering anxiously toward the field, and
the two children sat upon the doorstep waiting and weary and they cried
out when they saw her and she said bewildered, “Your father--is he not
come yet?”
“He has not come and we are hungry,” cried the boy, and the girl
echoed in her broken, childish way, “Not come, and we are hungry!”
and sat with her eyes fast shut against the piercing last golden rays
of the sun. And the old mother rose and hobbled to the edge of the
threshing-floor and called out shrilly to the cousin coming home, “Saw
you my son anywhere?”
But the mother cried out in sudden impatience, “Let be, old mother! Do
not tell all he is not come!”
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