China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
So everything young and leaning on her drew her heart out. In the
spring she loved the young chicks and ducklings coming from the shell,
and when a mother hen forsook her nest for some cause and left the eggs
half hatched she it was who took the eggs and made a bag and slipped
them against her warm flesh and walked lightly and carefully until the
young chicks hatched. She it was who was most faithful to feed the
small silkworms, and took pleasure in their growing and she watched
them from the time when they were scarcely more than bits of living
thread until they grew great and fat, and when they burst their cocoons
and came forth moths and mated, moth to moth, she felt that seeking and
that satisfaction in her own body.
Once when the children of her father’s house were grown out of babyhood
and she was nearly ready to be wed herself there was a certain thing
that happened to her, and it roused her as no man had ever done yet.
There was one little boy who was too young to walk, a neighbor’s child,
a round fat boy whose elder sister carried him about that whole summer
long, naked and caught in a strip of cloth upon her back. And sometimes
the mother, young then and waiting to be wed, would untie this strip
and take the child from the little girl’s back, and the little girl
would dart off to her play, glad to be released from her burden for a
while.
It came to be so then that every day the young girl, the mother,
grew to look for this little moon-faced boy and out of all the other
children of the village he was the greatest joy to her, her favorite,
and she held him and smelled of his fat palms and took pleasure in his
round cheeks and in his little rosy mouth, and she carried him about
with her, setting him astride her sturdy hip, and when her own mother
cried, “What--had you not enough of children in this house so that when
I am through my bearing you must go and seek another’s child?” she
answered laughing, “I am never weary of babes, I think!”
Soon without her knowing it this child came to rouse in her a longing
she had never known before. Sons she wanted as all women did, and she
had always taken it as her right that she would have sons one day. But
this robust and calm-eyed child roused more than wish of sons in her,
and what had first been play with the child became something more, some
deep and secret passion for what she did not know.
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