Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
She had lived through all that; she and he had faced each other; had
exchanged greetings, she supposed; had even, perhaps, said something
to each other about Anne, and about their future relation. She did not
know what; she judged only, from the undisturbed faces about them,
that there had been nothing alarming, nothing to scandalize or grieve;
that it had all, to the tribal eye, passed off decently and what they
called “suitably”. Her past training had served her--his boundless
assurance had served him. It was what the French called “a moment to
pass”; they had passed it. And in that mad world beyond the abyss,
where she now found herself, here they all were with the old faces,
saying the same old things with the same old complacency, eating their
way through the same Clephane courses, expressing the same approval of
the Clephane cellar (“It was Hendrik, you know, who advised John to
lay down that ninety-five Clicquot,” she caught Enid Drover breathing
across the bubbles to her son-in-law). It was all, in short, as natural
and unnatural, as horrible, intolerable and unescapable, as if she
had become young again, with all her desolate and unavoidable life
stretching away ahead of her to--this.
And, in the mad phantasmagoria, there was Chris himself, symbolizing
what she had flown to in her wild escape; representing, in some
horrible duality, at once her sin and its harvest, her flight and her
return. At the thought, her brain began to spin again, and she saw
her own youth embodied before her in Anne, with Anne’s uncompromising
scorns and scruples, Anne’s confident forward-looking gaze.
“Ah, well,” she heard Hendrik Drover say as they rose from the
table, “these occasions will come round from time to time in the
best-regulated families, and I suppose we all feel--” while, at the
other side of the table, Enid Drover, pink and melting from a last
libation, sighed to Horace Maclew: “I only wish dear mother and John
could have been here with us!” and Lilla, overhearing her, bracketed
the observation in an ironic laugh.
It had all gone off wonderfully; thanks to Anne’s tact the meeting
between her mother and her betrothed had been thickly swaddled in
layer on layer of non-conducting, non-explosive “family”. A sense of
mutual congratulation was in the air as the groups formed themselves
again in the drawing-room. The girl herself moved from one to another,
pale, vigilant, radiant; Chris Fenno, in a distant corner, was settled
with coffee-cup and cigarette at Lilla Maclew’s side; Mrs. Clephane
found herself barricaded behind Hendrik Drover and one of the older
Tresseltons. They were the very two men, she remembered, between whom
she had spent her evening after that first family dinner in which this
one was so hallucinatingly merged.
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