Not until the party was breaking up, and farewells filled the hall, did she suddenly find herself--she knew not how--isolated in the inner drawing-room with Chris Fenno. He stood there before her, and she seemed to hear his voice for the first time. “I want to thank you....” He appeared to feel it was a bad beginning, and tried again. “Shan’t I have the chance, some day soon, of finding you--for a word or two, quietly?” he asked. She faced him, erect and unflinching; she dragged her eyes up to his. “A chance? But as soon as you like--as many chances as you like! You’ll always find me--I shall always be here. I’m never going to leave Anne,” she announced. It had been almost worth the agony she had bought it with to see the look in his eyes when he heard that. XXIII. Extreme exhaustion--the sense of having reached the last limit of endurable emotion--plunged Kate Clephane, that night, into a dreamless sleep. It was months and months since she had reached those nethermost levels below sound or image or any mental movement; and she rose from them revived, renewed--and then suddenly understood that they had been only a grief-drugged mockery. The return to reality was as painful as that of a traveller who has fallen asleep in the snow. One by one she had to readjust all her frozen faculties to the unchanged and intolerable situation; and she felt weaker, less able to contend with it. The thought that that very day she might have to face Chris Fenno paralyzed her. He had asked to see her alone--and she lay there, in the desolate dawn, rehearsing to herself all the cruel things he would find to say; for his ways of being cruel were innumerable. The day before she had felt almost light-heartedly confident of being able to outface, to outlast him; of her power of making the situation even more intolerable to him than he could make it to her. Now, in the merciless morning light, she had a new view of their respective situations. Who had suffered most the previous evening, he or she? Whose wakening that morning was most oppressed by fears? He had proposed to have a talk with her; he had had the courage to do that; and she felt that by having that courage he had already gained another point in their silent struggle. Slowly the days dragged by; their hours were filled, for mother and daughter, by the crowding obligations and preoccupations natural to such times. Mrs. Clephane was helping her daughter with the wedding preparations; a spectacle to charm and edify the rest of the family.