Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
She sat in the window, and watched the sky turn from black to gray,
and then to the blank absence of colour before daylight....
* * * * *
In the motor, on the way to St. Stephen’s, the silence had become
oppressive, and Kate suddenly laid her hand on her daughter’s.
“My darling, I wish you all the happiness there ever was in the
world--happiness beyond all imagining.”
“Oh, mother, take care! Not too much! You frighten me....” Through the
white mist of tulle Kate caught the girl’s constrained smile. She had
been too vehement, then? She had over-emphasized? Doubtless she would
never get exactly the right note. She heard herself murmuring vaguely:
“But there can’t be too much, can there?” and Anne’s answer: “Oh, I
don’t know....” and mercifully that brought them to the verge of the
crimson carpet and the awning.
In the vestibule of the church they were received into a flutter of
family. No bridesmaids; but Fred Landers and Hendrik Drover, stationed
there as participants in the bridal procession, amid a cluster of
Drovers and Tresseltons who had lingered for a glimpse of the bride
before making their way to the front pews. A pervading lustre of pearls
and tall hats; a cloud of expensive furs, a gradual vague impression
of something having possibly gone wrong, and no one wishing to be the
first to suggest it. Finally Joe Tresselton approached to say in Mrs.
Clephane’s ear: “He’s not here yet--”
Anne had caught the whisper. Her mother saw her lips whiten as they
framed a laugh. “Chris late? How like him! Or is it that we’re too
indecently punctual--?”
Oh, the tidal rush in the mother’s breast! The _Not here! Not here! Not
here!_ shouted down at her from every shaft and curve of the vaulting,
rained down on her from the accomplice heavens! And she had called the
sky indifferent! But of course he was not here--he would not be here.
She had always known that she would wear him out in the end. Her case
was so much stronger than his. In a flash all her torturing doubts fell
away from her.
All about her, wrist-watches were being furtively consulted. Anne stood
between the groups, a pillar of snow.
“Anne always _is_ indecently punctual,” Nollie Tresselton laughed;
Uncle Hendrik mumbled something ponderous about traffic obstruction.
Once or twice the sexton’s black gown fluttered enquiringly out of
an aisle door and back; the bridal group began to be aware of the
pressure, behind them, of late arrivals checked in the doorway till the
procession should have passed into the church.
Kate Clephane caught Fred Landers’s eyes anxiously fixed on her; she
suspected her own of shooting out rays of triumph, and bent down
hurriedly to straighten a fold of Anne’s train. _Not here! Not here!
Not here!_ the sky shouted down at her. And none of them--except
perhaps Anne--knew why.... Anne--yes; Anne’s suffering would be
terrible. But she was young--she was young; and some day she would know
what she had been saved from....
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