Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
The street itself was empty. In old times one would have heard the
desolate nocturnal sound of a lame hoof-beat as a market-gardener’s
cart went by: they always brought out in the small hours the horses
that were too bad to be seen by day. But all that was changed. The
last lame horse had probably long since gone to the knacker’s yard, and
no link of sound was left between the Niagara-roar of the day and the
hush before dawn.
On that other morning a hansom-cab had been waiting around the corner
for young Mrs. Clephane. It had all been very well arranged--Hylton
Davies had a gift for arranging. His yacht was a marvel of luxury:
food, service, appointments. He was the kind of man who would lean
across the table to say confidentially: “I particularly recommend
that sauce.” He had the soul of a club steward. It was curious to be
thinking of him now....
She remembered that, as she jumped into the hansom on that fateful
morning, she had thought to herself: “Now I shall never again hear my
mother-in-law say: ‘I do think, my dear, you make a mistake not to
humour John’s prejudices a little more’.” She had fixed her mind with
intensity on the things she most detested in the life she was leaving;
it struck her now that she had thought hardly at all of the life she
was going to. Above all, that day, she had crammed into her head every
possible thought that might crowd out the image of little Anne: John
Clephane’s bad temper, his pettiness about money, his obstinacy, his
obtuseness, the detested sound of his latch-key when he came home,
flown with self-importance, from his club. “Thank God,” she remembered
thinking, “there can’t possibly be a latch-key on a yacht!”
Now she suddenly reminded herself that before long she would have to
get used to the click of another key. Dear Fred Landers! That click
would symbolize all the securities and placidities: all the thick
layers of affection enfolding her from loneliness, from regret, from
remorse. It comforted her already to know that, after tomorrow, there
would always be some one between herself and her thoughts. In that mild
warmth she would bask like one of those late bunches of grapes that
have just time, before they drop, to turn from sourness to insipidity.
Now again she was at the old game of packing into her mind every
thought that might crowd out the thought of Anne; but her mind was like
a vast echoing vault, and the thoughts she had to put into it would not
have filled the palm of her hand.
Where would she and Landers live? A few months of travel, no doubt;
and then--New York. Could she picture him anywhere else? Would it be
materially possible for him to give up his profession--renounce “the
office”? Her mind refused to see him in any other setting. And yet--and
yet.... But no; it was useless to linger on that. Nothing, nothing that
she could invent would crowd out the thought of Anne.
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