Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
Anne had left her, and Mrs. Clephane, alone in her window, looked
down on the new Fifth Avenue. As it surged past, a huge lava-flow
of interlaced traffic, her tired bewildered eyes seemed to see the
buildings move with the vehicles, as a stationary train appears to
move to travellers on another line. She fancied that presently even
the little Washington Square Arch would trot by, heading the tide of
sky-scrapers from the lower reaches of the city.... Oppressed and
confused, she rejected the restless vision and called up in its place
the old Fifth Avenue, the Fifth Avenue still intact at her marriage,
a thoroughfare of monotonously ugly brown houses divided by a thin
trickle of horse-drawn carriages; and she saw her mother-in-law, in
just such a richly-curtained window, looking down, with dry mental
comments, on old Mrs. Chivers’s C-spring barouche and Mrs. Beaufort’s
new chestnut steppers, and knowing how long ago the barouche had been
imported from Paris, and how much had been paid for the steppers--for
Mrs. Clephane senior belonged to the generation which still surveyed
its world from an upper window, like the Dutch ancestresses to whom the
doings of the street were reported by a little mirror.
The contrast was too great; Kate Clephane felt herself too much a part
of that earlier day. The overwhelming changes had all happened, in a
whirl, during the years of her absence; and meanwhile she had been
living in quiet backwaters, or in the steady European capitals where
renewals make so little mark on the unyielding surface of the past. She
turned back into the room, seeking refuge in its familiar big-patterned
chintz, the tufted lounge, the woolly architecture of the carpet. It
was thoughtful of Anne to have left her.... They were both beginning
to be oppressed again by a sense of obstruction: the packed memories
of their so different pasts had jammed the passages between them. Anne
had visibly felt that, and with a light kiss slipped out. “She’s
perfect,” her mother thought, a little frightened....
She said to herself: “I’m dead tired--” put on a dressing-gown,
dismissed the hovering Aline, and lay down by the fire. Then, in the
silence, when the door had shut, she understood how excited she was,
and how impossible it would be to rest.
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