Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
Mrs. Clephane closed her lids for an instant; she wanted to drop a
curtain between herself and the stir and brightness, and to keep in
her eyes the look of Anne’s as they fell on the pearls. The episode of
the jewels had moved the mother strangely. It had brought Anne closer
than a hundred confidences or endearments. As Kate sat there in the
dark, she saw, detached against the blackness of her closed lids,
a child stumbling with unsteady steps across a windy beach, a funny
flushed child with sand in her hair and in the creases of her fat legs,
who clutched to her breast something she was bringing to her mother.
“It’s for mummy,” she said solemnly, opening her pink palms on a dead
star-fish. Kate saw again the child’s rapturous look, and felt the
throb of catching her up, star-fish and all, and devouring with kisses
the rosy body and tousled head.
In themselves the jewels were nothing. If Anne had handed her a bit of
coal--or another dead star-fish--with that look and that intention,
the gift would have seemed as priceless. Probably it would have been
impossible to convey to Anne how indifferent her mother had grown to
the Clephane jewels. In her other life--that confused intermediate life
which now seemed so much more remote than the day when the little girl
had given her the star-fish--jewels, she supposed, might have pleased
her, as pretty clothes had, or flowers, or anything that flattered the
eye. Yet she could never remember having regretted John Clephane’s
jewels; and now they would have filled her with disgust, with
abhorrence almost, had they not, in the interval, become Anne’s....
It was the girl who gave them their beauty, made them exquisite to
the mother’s sight and touch, as though they had been a part of her
daughter’s loveliness, the expression of something she could not speak.
Mrs. Clephane suddenly exclaimed to herself: “I am rewarded!” It was
a queer, almost blasphemous, fancy--but it came to her so. She was
rewarded for having given up her daughter; if she had not, could she
ever have known such a moment as this? She had been too careless
and impetuous in her own youth to be worthy to form and guide this
rare creature; and while she seemed to be rushing blindly to her
destruction, Providence had saved the best part of her in saving Anne.
All these scrupulous self-controlled people--Enid and Hendrik Drover,
Fred Landers, even the arch enemy, old Mrs. Clephane--had taken up the
task she had flung aside, and carried it out as she could never have
done. And she had somehow run the mad course allotted to her, and come
out of it sane and sound, to find them all waiting there to give her
back her daughter. It was incredible, but there it was. She bowed her
head in self-abasement.
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