Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
Indirectly; for it was clear to Kate that whatever she learned about
her daughter must be learned through observing her, and not through
questioning others. The mother could not picture herself as having
any rights over the girl, as being, under that roof, anything more
than a privileged guest. Anne’s very insistence on treating her as
the mistress of the house only emphasized her sense of not being so
by right: it was the verbal courtesy of the Spaniard who puts all his
possessions at the disposal of a casual visitor.
Not that there was anything in Anne’s manner to suggest this; but that
to Kate it seemed inherent in the situation. It was absurd to assume
that her mere return to John Clephane’s house could invest her, in
any one else’s eyes, and much less in her own, with the authority she
had lost in leaving it; she would never have dreamed of behaving as
if she thought so. Her task, she knew, was gradually, patiently, to
win back, of all she had forfeited, the one thing she really valued:
her daughter’s love and confidence. The love, in a measure, was hers
already; could the confidence fail to follow?
Meanwhile, at any rate, she could be no more than the fondest of
lookers-on, the discreetest of listeners; and for the moment she
neither saw nor heard anything to explain that secret tremor of Anne’s
eyelids.
At the Joe Tresseltons’, a few nights later, she had hoped for
a glimpse, a hint. Nollie had invited mother and daughter (with
affectionate insistence on the mother’s presence) to a little evening
party at which some one who was not Russian was to sing--for Nollie
was original in everything. The Joe Tresseltons had managed to lend a
freshly picturesque air to a dull old Tresselton house near Washington
Square, of which the stable had become a studio, and other apartments
suffered like transformations, without too much loss of character. It
was typical of Nollie that she could give an appearance of stability to
her modern furnishings, just as her modern manner kept its repose.
The party was easy and amusing, but even Lilla Gates (whom Nollie
always included) took her tone from the mistress of the house, and,
dressed with a kind of savage soberness, sat there in her heavy
lustreless beauty, bored but triumphant. It was evident that, though at
Nollie’s she was not in her element, she would not for the world have
been left out.
Kate Clephane, while the music immobilized the groups scattered about
the great shadowy room, found herself scanning them with a fresh
intensity of attention. She no longer thought of herself as an object
of curiosity to any of these careless self-engrossed young people; she
had learned that a woman of her age, however conspicuous her past, and
whatever her present claims to notice, is fated to pass unremarked in a
society where youth so undisputedly rules. The discovery had come with
a slight shock; then she blessed the anonymity which made observation
so much easier.
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