Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
Ahead of her, in a transverse alley, she was disagreeably surprised by
the sight of Lilla Gates. There was no mistaking that tall lounging
figure, though it was moving slowly away from her. Lilla at that hour
in the Park? It seemed curious and improbable. Yet Lilla it was; and
Mrs. Clephane’s conclusion was drawn immediately. “Who is she waiting
for?”
Whoever it was had not come; the perspective beyond Lilla was empty.
After a moment she hastened her step, and vanished behind a clump
of evergreens at the crossing of the paths. Kate did not linger to
watch for her reappearance. The incident was too trifling to fix
the attention; after all, what had one ever expected of Lilla but
that she might be found loitering in unlikely places, in quest of
objectionable people? There was nothing new in that--nor did Kate even
regret not having a glimpse of the objectionable person. In her growing
reassurance about Anne, Lilla’s affairs had lost whatever slight
interest they once offered.
She walked on--but her mood was altered. The sight of Lilla lingering
in that deserted path had called up old associations. She remembered
meetings of the same kind--but was it her own young figure she saw
fading down those far-off perspectives? Well--if it were, let it go!
She owned no kinship with that unhappy ghost. Serene, middle-aged,
respected and respectable, she walked on again out of that vanishing
past into the warm tangible present. And at any moment now she might
meet Anne.
She had turned down a wide walk leading to one of the Fifth Avenue
entrances of the Park. One could see a long way ahead; there were
people coming and going. Two women passed, with some noisy children
racing before them, a milliner’s boy, whistling, his boxes slung over
his shoulder, a paralytic pushing himself along in a wheeled chair;
then, coming toward her from the direction of Fifth Avenue, a man who
half-stopped, recognized her, and raised his hat.
BOOK II.
VIII.
“Chris!” she said.
She felt herself trembling all over; then, abruptly, mysteriously,
and in the very act of uttering his name, she ceased to tremble, and
it came flooding in on her with a shock of wonder that the worst was
already over--that at last she was going to be free.
“Well, well,” she heard him saying, in that round full voice which
always became fuller and more melodious when it had any inner
uncertainty to mask; and “If only,” she thought, “it doesn’t all come
back when he laughs!”
He laughed. “I’m so glad ... _glad_,” he reiterated, as if explaining;
and with the laugh in her ears she still felt herself as lucidly, as
incredibly remote from him.
“Glad?” she echoed, a little less sure of her speech than of her
thoughts, and remembering how sometimes the smile in his eyes used to
break up her words into little meaningless splinters that she could
never put together again till he was gone.
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