At this point release from the thralldom of selfhood is equivalent
to making ourselves at home in the universe. The experience takes
different forms with different persons. Freedom to doubt, coming to
some persons like the sun suddenly emerging from a black cloud, makes
them dance and skip; occasionally it reproduces, almost point for
point, the emotional phenomena of religious conversion. That some,
upon realizing their release, should luxuriate in skepticisms is
not strange; they are like children from the city streets let loose
in the country and pulling up wildflowers by the roots. With other
persons the experience of release takes the form of glad consecration
to the rigorous labor and the strict methods whereby alone we can
know the truth. Still others feel the fellowship side of their new
world. Separated from other minds hitherto by prejudice and fear, they
now discover friends on all hands, and they glow with friendliness
themselves. Not a few have said, “Behold, God is here, and I knew it
not.” For they feel that they are dealing with what L. P. Jacks calls
“a living universe.”
Thus, underlying our motivation when we most radically claim freedom is
the implicit assumption that we are living in a universe in which no
mental reservations are really needed by anyone. But we cannot go as
far as this without assuming likewise that no reservations on behalf
of any sort of self-interest are necessary. Here is where the shoe
pinches most, and here is where self-deception most enslaves us. When
we get beneath the surface of our mental reservations--theological,
ethical, economic, social, political--we usually find that they are
servants of some form of self-interest, whether of an individual, or
of an institution, or of a social class. How desperately we cling to
our littleness! But our very desperation is a defence-reaction towards
something dimly appreciated as greater. We are like a very small child
who wanted to get out of bed all by himself, but found himself hanging
to the mattress, afraid to let go because he could not feel the floor
under his toes, and yet not strong enough to pull himself back. The
sickness of our society is in its fear to let go what it regards as
its security, though it does not really secure. We employ argument and
systems of thought to protect us, but we are like some persons accused
of crime who refuse to make a clean breast of their conduct even to the
attorney who defends them. Our salvation must come from a cooperative
thinking that is more than abstract. I have already remarked that
cooperative thinking assumes that the realm of intelligence is the
realm likewise of good-will or active respect for all persons. In the
end, then, our struggle against our bondage is a struggle towards a
cooperative intelligence that is likewise a cooperative choice and
enjoyment of the good, whatever the good is.
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