Apocalyptic fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Science fiction
When the piano was uncovered, Brian delayed. He flexed his hands
unnecessarily. He fussed with the candelabrum on the wall, lighting
three candles, then blowing out two for economy. He admitted presently
that he did not want the serene clarity of Mozart at all right now.
This evening, the darkness of 2070 was closer than he had felt it for
a long time. It would never have occurred to Mozart, Brian thought,
that a world could die. Beethoven could have entertained the idea
soberly enough; Chopin probably; even Brahms. Mozart would surely have
dismissed it as somebody's bad dream, in poor taste.
Andrew Carr, who lived and died in the latter half of the 20th century,
had endured the idea from the beginning of his childhood. The date of
Hiroshima was 1945; Carr was born in 1951; the inexhaustible wealth of
his music was written between 1969, when he was eighteen, and 1984,
when he died in an Egyptian jail from injuries received in a street
brawl.
"If not Mozart," said Brian to his idle hands, "there is always The
Project."
* * * * *
Playing Carr's last sonata as it should be played--as Carr was supposed
to have said he couldn't play it himself--Brian had been thinking of
that as The Project for many years. It had begun long before the
war, at the time of his triumphs in a civilized world which had been
warmly appreciative of the polished interpretive artist, although no
more awake than any other age to the creative one. Back there in the
undestroyed society, Brian had proposed to program that sonata in the
company of works that were older but no greater, and play it--yes,
beyond his best, so that even critics would begin to see its importance.
He had never done it, had never felt that he had entered into the
sonata and learned the depth of it. Now, when there was none to hear
or care, unless maybe the harmless brown spiders in the corners of the
auditorium had a taste for music, there was still The Project.
"_I_ hear," Brian said. "_I_ care, and with myself as audience I want
to hear it once as it ought to be, a final statement for a world that
couldn't live and yet was too good to die."
Technically, of course, he had it. The athletic demands Carr made on
the performer were tremendous, but, given technique, there was nothing
impossible about them. Anyone capable of concert work could at least
play the notes at the required tempos. And any reasonably shrewd
pianist could keep track of the dynamics, saving strength for the
shattering finale in spite of the thunderings that must come before.
Brian had heard the sonata played by others two or three times in the
old days--competently. Competency was not enough.
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