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“Oh, there was no difficulty about that! I can always get a day off when
I want it. Yes, I went back to work and have been busy ever since.
I came here yesterday in the hope of seeing you. It was very
important--for me, at least.”
“Has the desired promotion come so soon, then, or do you think I must
speak to my father about your position when I next see him? I expected
him here before this, but he writes that there is so much to be done,
now the men are back, that he will be unable to come for perhaps a week
or more.”
“I have not come here to beg for your father’s favour, but for yours. I
love you, Edna, and I have loved you ever since I first saw you!
Don’t imagine I am so--so conceited--that I have even a hope that
you--you--care for me, for of course you don’t and can’t; but I wanted
you to know. I wanted to tell you, and that is why I am here. I am
poor,--I don’t deny that,--but your father was also poor once, and
he has got on in the world. I will get on; I will work night and day.
Whoever my master is, I will serve him faithfully,--my God! I will serve
him on my knees, if that will convince him of my earnestness to win
confidence and a place of trust,--and all the time cheerfully and
hopefully, with your picture in my mind, as it has been in my mind--for
so long--from the first. You see, I have no chance to win you as another
might. You are in this school for the very purpose of keeping me
from meeting you as I might meet you if I were rich. I have no fair
chance--none at all, except what I steal for myself, as I have done
to-day. It means so much to me--everything!--that I did not dare to take
the risk. I know I have spoken too soon--too abruptly--but I dared not
set my face at what is before me unless you knew. Some one might win you
while I was working for you--there will be plenty to try. I don’t
want you to say a word--I want neither hope nor discouragement--no
promise--nothing! You know, and that is enough for me now. But I would
like you to remember--sometimes--that there is no man striving as
I shall strive. Think of that--when others speak. My darling--my
darling--no man ever felt as I feel since the beginning of the world!”
Whatever diffidence Marsten hitherto experienced in Edna’s presence
melted in the fervent heat of his passion when he began to speak. The
words rushed forth, treading on the heels of those gone before, in
jumbled, breathless procession; his face was aflame, and his nether lip
trembled when he ceased to speak. At first he seemed to be running a
race against time--they might be interrupted at any moment; but he soon
forgot his competitor, and, so far as he was concerned, no one existed
in the world but himself and the trembling, confused girl before him.
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