Came another series of great rolls. I sat down on the bed and held on.
Miss West, secure in the doorway, began gurgling again, while beyond,
across the cabin carpet, the steward shot past, embracing a small
writing-desk that had evidently carried away from its fastenings when
he seized hold of it for support. More seas smashed and crashed against
the for’ard wall of the cabin; and the steward, failing of lodgment,
shot back across the carpet, still holding the desk from harm.
Taking advantage of favouring spells, I managed to effect my exit and
gain the newel-post ere the next series of rolls came. And as I clung
on and waited, I could not forget what I had just seen. Vividly under
my eyelids burned the picture of Miss West’s sleep-laden eyes, her
hair, and all the softness of her. _A woman and desirable_ kept
drumming in my brain.
But I forgot all this, when, nearly at the top, I was thrown up the
hill of the stairs as if it had suddenly become downhill. My feet flew
from stair to stair to escape falling, and I flew, or fell, apparently
upward, until, at the top, I hung on for dear life while the stern of
the _Elsinore_ flung skyward on some mighty surge.
Such antics of so huge a ship! The old stereotyped “toy” describes her;
for toy she was, the sheerest splinter of a plaything in the grip of
the elements. And yet, despite this overwhelming sensation of
microscopic helplessness, I was aware of a sense of surety. There was
the Samurai. Informed with his will and wisdom, the _Elsinore_ was no
cat’s-paw. Everything was ordered, controlled. She was doing what he
ordained her to do, and, no matter what storm-Titans bellowed about her
and buffeted her, she would continue to do what he ordained her to do.
I glanced into the chart-room. There he sat, leaned back in a
screw-chair, his sea-booted legs, wedged against the settee, holding
him in place in the most violent rolls. His black oilskin coat
glistened in the lamplight with a myriad drops of ocean that advertised
a recent return from deck. His sou’wester, black and glistening, was
like the helmet of some legendary hero. He was smoking a cigar, and he
smiled and greeted me. But he seemed very tired and very old—old with
wisdom, however, not weakness. The flesh of his face, the pink pigment
quite washed and worn away, was more transparent than ever; and yet
never was he more serene, never more the master absolute of our tiny,
fragile world. The age that showed in him was not a matter of
terrestrial years. It was ageless, passionless, beyond human. Never had
he appeared so great to me, so far remote, so much a spirit visitant.
And he cautioned and advised me, in silver-mellow beneficent voice, as
I essayed the venture of opening the chart-house door to gain outside.
He knew the moment, although I never could have guessed it for myself,
and gave the word that enabled me to win the poop.
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