It struck me that the air might be better nearer the floor, and I
proved it when I dropped on my hands and knees. I rolled Uchino out of
his blankets with a quick jerk, wrapped the blankets about my head,
face, and mouth, arose to my feet, and dashed for’ard into the hall.
After a couple of collisions with the wood-work I again dropped to the
floor and rearranged the blankets so that, while my mouth remained
covered, I could draw or withdraw, a thickness across my eyes.
The pain of the fumes was bad enough, but the real hardship was the
dizziness I suffered. I blundered into the steward’s pantry, and out of
it, missed the cross-hall, stumbled through the next starboard opening
in the long hall, and found myself bent double by violent collision
with the dining-room table.
But I had my bearings. Feeling my way around the table and bumping most
of the poisoned breath out of me against the rotund-bellied stove, I
emerged in the cross-hall and made my way to starboard. Here, at the
base of the chart-room stairway, I gained the hall that led aft. By
this time my own situation seemed so serious that, careless of any
collision, I went aft in long leaps.
Margaret’s door was open. I plunged into her room. The moment I drew
the blanket-thickness from my eyes I knew blindness and a modicum of
what Bert Rhine must have suffered. Oh, the intolerable bite of the
sulphur in my lungs, nostrils, eyes, and brain! No light burned in the
room. I could only strangle and stumble for’ard to Margaret’s bed, upon
which I collapsed.
She was not there. I felt about, and I felt only the warm hollow her
body had left in the under-sheet. Even in my agony and helplessness the
intimacy of that warmth her body had left was very dear to me. Between
the lack of oxygen in my lungs (due to the blankets), the pain of the
sulphur, and the mortal dizziness in my brain, I felt that I might well
cease there where the linen warmed my hand.
Perhaps I should have ceased, had I not heard a terrible coughing from
along the hall. It was new life to me. I fell from bed to floor and
managed to get upright until I gained the hall, where again I fell.
Thereafter I crawled on hands and knees to the foot of the stairway. By
means of the newel-post I drew myself upright and listened. Near me
something moved and strangled. I fell upon it and found in my arms all
the softness of Margaret.
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