And such eyes! All the bitterness and venom Mr. Pike had told me the
man possessed was there in his eyes. They were small, pale-blue, and
gimlet-pointed with fire. His eyelids were inflamed, and but served to
ensanguine the bitter and cold-blazing intensity of the pupils. The man
was constitutionally a hater, and I was not long in learning that he
hated all things except books.
“Would you care to read some of them?” I said hospitably.
All the caress in his eyes for the books vanished as he turned his head
to look at me, and ere he spoke I knew that I, too, was hated.
“It’s hell, ain’t it?—you with a strong body and servants to carry for
you a weight of books like this, and me with a curved spine that puts
the pot-hooks of hell-fire into my brain?”
How can I possibly convey the terrible venomousness with which he
uttered these words? I know that Mr. Pike, dragging his feet down the
hall past my open door, gave me a very gratifying sense of safety.
Being alone in the room with this man seemed much the same as if I were
locked in a cage with a tiger-cat. The devilishness, the wickedness,
and, above all, the pitch of glaring hatred with which the man eyed me
and addressed me, were most unpleasant. I swear I knew fear—not
calculated caution, not timid apprehension, but blind, panic,
unreasoned terror. The malignancy of the creature was blood curdling;
nor did it require words to convey it: it poured from him, out of his
red-rimmed, blazing eyes, out of his withered, twisted, tortured face,
out of his broken-nailed, crooked talons of hands. And yet, in that
very moment of instinctive startle and repulsion, the thought was in my
mind that with one hand I could take the throat of the weazened wisp of
a crippled thing and throttle the malformed life out of it.
But there was little encouragement in such thought—no more than a man
might feel in a cave of rattlesnakes or a pit of centipedes, for, crush
them with his very bulk, nevertheless they would first sink their
poison into him. And so with this Mulligan Jacobs. My fear of him was
the fear of being infected with his venom. I could not help it; for I
caught a quick vision of the black and broken teeth I had seen in his
mouth sinking into my flesh, polluting me, eating me with their acid,
destroying me.
One thing was very clear. In the creature was no fear. Absolutely, he
did not know fear. He was as devoid of it as the fetid slime one treads
underfoot in nightmares. Lord, Lord! that is what the thing was, a
nightmare.
“You suffer pain often?” I asked, attempting to get myself in hand by
the calculated use of sympathy.
“The hooks are in me, in the brain, white-hot hooks that burn an’
burn,” was his reply. “But by what damnable right do you have all these
books, and time to read ’em, an’ all night in to read ’em, an’ soak in
them, when me brain’s on fire, and I’m watch and watch, an’ me broken
spine won’t let me carry half a hundredweight of books about with me?”
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