In reply to his question I was rather evasive, saying that I happened to
be in Swanage, and had driven out to pay a complimentary call upon his
sister. She was not to put herself out of the way in the least, I
urged. I should remain in Swanage for some days and hoped to have the
pleasure of calling again.
Then turning and glancing around, I exclaimed:--"What a delightful old
room! To me it is a real pleasure to enter a thoroughly English home,
as this is."
"Why?" he inquired, eyeing me with some surprise. "Because I live
almost always on the Continent, and after a time foreign life and
foreign ways jar upon the Englishman. At least I've found it so."
"Ah!" He sighed, rather heavily I thought. "And I, too, have found it
so. I quite agree with you. One may travel the world over, as I have
done these past twenty years, yet there's no place like our much-abused
old England, after all."
"Oh, then you've been a rolling stone, like myself," I remarked,
delighted at the success of my ruse.
"Yes. And I still am," was his answer, given rather sadly. "Ever since
my poor wife's death, now nearly twenty years ago, I've been a wanderer.
This place is mine, but I'm scarcely ever here. Why? I can't for the
life of me tell you. I've tried to settle down, but cannot. After a
week here in this quiet rural dulness, the old fever sets up in my
blood, a longing for action, a longing to go south to Italy--the country
which seems to hold me in a kind of magnetism which I have never been
able to resist."
"And I, too, love Italy," I said. "Is it not strange that most of us
who have lived any length of time in that country of blossoming
magnolias and gentle vines always desire to return to it. We may abuse
its defects, we may revile its people as dishonest idlers, we may
execrate its snail-like railways and run down its primitive hotels, yet
all the same we have a secret longing to return to that glowing land
where life is love, where art is in the very atmosphere, where the sun
brings gladness to the heaviest heart, and the night silence is broken
by love _stornelli_ and the mandoline."
"You are right," he said, gazing straight out of the old leaded window
and speaking almost as though to himself. "Byron found it so, Shelley,
Smollet, Trollope, the Brownings and hosts of others. They were
fascinated by the fatal beauty of Italy--just as a man is so often drawn
to his doom by the face of a beautiful woman. And after all we are but
straws on the winds of the hour."
Then, turning to a cabinet, I bent and admired a fine old Lowestoft
tea-set and a collection of old blue posset-pots, whereupon he said:--
"Ah! I see you are interested in antiques. Do you care for pictures?
I have one or two."
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