"Well, as I said, I've ideas. They're great. Grab hold of the pommel now
so you won't get thrown! I'm going to pitch!... When I get well--able to
ride and go about, which Ben says will be in the spring--I'll send for
my father to come to White Slides. He'll come. Then I'll tell him
everything, and if Ben and I can't win him to our side then _you_ can.
Father never could resist you. When he has fallen in love with you,
which won't take long, then we'll go to old Bill Belllounds and lay the
case before him. Are you still in the saddle, Collie?
"Well, if you are, be sure to get a better hold, for I'm going to run
some next. Ben Wade approved of my plan. He says Belllounds can be
brought to reason. He says he can make him see the ruin for everybody
were you forced to marry Jack. Strange, Collie, how Wade included
himself with, you, me, Jack, and the old man, in the foreshadowed ruin!
Wade is as deep as the cañon there. Sometimes when he's thoughtful he
gives me a creepy feeling. At others, when he comes out with one of his
easy, cool assurances that we are all right--that we will get each
other--why, then something grim takes possession of me. I believe him,
I'm happy, but there crosses my mind a fleeting realization--not of what
our friend is now, but what he has been. And it disturbs me, chills me.
I don't understand it. For, Collie, though I understand your feeling of
what he is, I don't understand mine. You see, I'm a man. I've been a
cowboy for ten years and more. I've seen some hard experiences and
worked with a good many rough boys and men. Cowboys, Indians, Mexicans,
miners, prospectors, ranchers, hunters--some of whom were bad medicine.
So I've come to see men as you couldn't see them. And Bent Wade has been
everything a man could be. He seems all men in one. And despite all his
kindness and goodness and hopefulness, there is the sense I have of
something deadly and terrible and inevitable in him.
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