Austria -- Fiction; Devil -- Fiction; Middle Ages -- Fiction
Next day and every day we spent all of our spare time with Nikolaus;
and also added to it time which we (and he) stole from work and other
duties, and this cost the three of us some sharp scoldings, and some
threats of punishment. Every morning two of us woke with a start and a
shudder, saying, as the days flew along, “Only ten days left”; “only
nine days left”; “only eight”; “only seven.” Always it was narrowing.
Always Nikolaus was gay and happy, and always puzzled because we were
not. He wore his invention to the bone trying to invent ways to cheer
us up, but it was only a hollow success; he could see that our jollity
had no heart in it, and that the laughs we broke into came up against
some obstruction or other and suffered damage and decayed into a sigh.
He tried to find out what the matter was, so that he could help us out
of our trouble or make it lighter by sharing it with us; so we had to
tell many lies to deceive him and appease him.
But the most distressing thing of all was that he was always making
plans, and often they went beyond the 13th! Whenever that happened it
made us groan in spirit. All his mind was fixed upon finding some way
to conquer our depression and cheer us up; and at last, when he had
but three days to live, he fell upon the right idea and was jubilant
over it--a boys-and-girls’ frolic and dance in the woods, up there
where we first met Satan, and this was to occur on the 14th. It was
ghastly, for that was his funeral day. We couldn’t venture to protest;
it would only have brought a “Why?” which we could not answer. He
wanted us to help him invite his guests, and we did it--one can refuse
nothing to a dying friend. But it was dreadful, for really we were
inviting them to his funeral.
It was an awful eleven days; and yet, with a lifetime stretching back
between to-day and then, they are still a grateful memory to me, and
beautiful. In effect they were days of companionship with one’s sacred
dead, and I have known no comradeship that was so close or so precious.
We clung to the hours and the minutes, counting them as they wasted
away, and parting with them with that pain and bereavement which a
miser feels who sees his hoard filched from him coin by coin by robbers
and is helpless to prevent it.
When the evening of the last day came we stayed out too long; Seppi and
I were in fault for that; we could not bear to part with Nikolaus; so
it was very late when we left him at his door. We lingered near awhile,
listening; and that happened which we were fearing. His father gave him
the promised punishment, and we heard his shrieks. But we listened
only a moment, then hurried away, remorseful for this thing which we
had caused. And sorry for the father, too; our thought being, “If he
only knew--if he only knew!”
In the morning Nikolaus did not meet us at the appointed place, so we
went to his home to see what the matter was. His mother said:
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